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Has anyone else here had an addiction problem?

Started by Delphi, December 28, 2014, 03:46:27 PM

Delphi

Just curious. .  Im wondering if I'm the only recovering addict here?


Daggit

If BellGab is an addiction then count me in as a self destructive addict. Otherwise thankfully no. I know many addicts in various stages of addiction and recovery. It's not an easy journey. I wish you all the best. One day at a time.


Zoo

I was always told I was and was forced into AA and NA. I was then taught it was not my fault because I have a disease. Then I spiraled  out of control and become homeless. Then someone told me to stop thinking something is wrong with me and start doing what makes me happy. So I got up stopped going to meetings and reading out of the big blue book. I started to think it is my fault and need to man up and quit blaming others. Now 20 yrs later I am using and loving it because I do not care what others think. I never had a problem. Other people had a problem and was trying to break me down so I could be rebuilt like them. Well fuck them and fuck society for trying to change me. I must say AA and NA is just another religion set out to control the minds of the weak. Just my opinion and if it helps you then by all means keep doing it. As for me it almost destroyed my life. Anything that has only a 20% success rate is not something people need to keep trying!!1

coaster

Quote from: Zoo on December 28, 2014, 11:46:01 PM
I was always told I was and was forced into AA and NA.
I went to an AA meeting once. Support for a friend.  (serious) Some guy was running around pouring people coffee saying he was a carpenter just like Jesus. Every five minutes he had to remind us. I nicknamed him Twitchy. Then everyone bitched and moaned about how their lives are so terrible. I don't think there is a situation that would make you want to drink more than an AA meeting. I hit the bar after that bullshit.I figure if you think you have a problem, fucking quit. Deal with you. Fix yourself. You don't need stupid churchy fucks giving you hell over it. Fix your problems and move on.
Quote from: Zoo on December 28, 2014, 11:46:01 PM
Now 20 yrs later I am using and loving it because I do not care what others think.
Don't use to despite others. sad excuse. As long as you're happy that's all that matters. I do hope you stay healthy though. Don't overdo whatever it is you're doing.Everything in moderation. I'm just a beer man myself. Cheers.

Delphi

I have never been to AA or anything of the sort.. My father was an alcoholic.. But I have never been  to find of it.. .

My problem is with Opiates...  Im on a suboxone.. I only had a problem with the Opiates because I couldn't afford to feel good all the time.. I would feel great for weeks then run out and be down in the dumps. . I couldn't keep the roller coaster going with a wife and daughter.. Now im on a great plateu of normalcy and I love it.

Thanks for the share guys.. It helps me too talk about it

Zoo

Quote from: Delphi on December 29, 2014, 03:31:41 AM
I have never been to AA or anything of the sort.. My father was an alcoholic.. But I have never been  to find of it.. .

My problem is with Opiates...  Im on a suboxone.. I only had a problem with the Opiates because I couldn't afford to feel good all the time.. I would feel great for weeks then run out and be down in the dumps. . I couldn't keep the roller coaster going with a wife and daughter.. Now im on a great plateu of normalcy and I love it.

Thanks for the share guys.. It helps me too talk about it


No worries man and like I said if it helps you then keep trucking with it brother fuck what others think. I wish you nothing but love and respect for coming out with what you did. It takes a true man to tell the world his faults so my hats off to you Sr and wish you well....

Quote from: coaster on December 28, 2014, 11:53:10 PM
Don't use to despite others. sad excuse. As long as you're happy that's all that matters. I do hope you stay healthy though. Don't overdo whatever it is you're doing.Everything in moderation. I'm just a beer man myself. Cheers.


I do not. I do it because I like it and it makes time a little more fun. I do over do it from time to time. But only on vacations and holidays but besides that I just chill!!1


ksm32

Quote from: Delphi on December 29, 2014, 10:23:34 AM
Thank you,  I appreciate the support

I wouldn't put to much stock in their "support".. their support is in the form of words on a cold screen.

SCENARIO! You have been dropped off and left for dead in any one of these supporters towns. NOW! In this twilight zone episode you have two things.. the clothes on your back, and a list of their phone numbers.  You better learn to hustle your ass because the little or no Christmas spirit they had is all but gone by now.

Or I'm completely full of shit and they all would help you out and put you up for a night or two.  I probably would help because I would want someone to help me, and I'm horrible ;)

OH!!! a quick modification, bart ell would wait until you died badly so he could dance on your rotting corpse.  He's good that way.

aldousburbank

Tobacco, Adderall, Pussy
Slowly getting over it
Not that there's anything intrinsically wrong with any of them

Catsmile

Yeah, the Recent Post feature.<Cold sweats, and shaking.>
I can still smell the shit even though I can't see it, It's just moar clicking and scrolling to find it nao.

Same shit, different layout. If you are gonna keep the shit, why change the shit?
It's still a turd no matter how hard you try to polish it.
Yeah I'm getting older, I don't like shit changing for no apparent reason.
<Shakes fist> Damn kids get off my lawn!  :P



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