So I'm now living in an ILF

[Stellar]

   : 
My brain is really starting to freak me out, but fortunately for me my insanity did not land me in a state hospital.  It all started for me this last episode with the voices again and maybe the 5g tower could have aided in the skull to voice messaging which told me to take my girlfriends car for a 2,000 mile jaunt.  I'm really paranoid about the possibly of 5g mind control possibilities that 5g technology may possess by its inventors.

At about 3:00 am in the morning I started thinking my girlfriend was the devil again and so I needed some space with that in mind  I pet my dog one last time, lifted the keys and slipped out in my pajamas along with some anti 5g long sleeve lycra light blue shirt.  I read somewhere that lycra prevents 5g frequency seepage, I know lol.

My route included Rosarito, Mexico including all the way to Reno, Nevada from San Diego believe it or not on borrowed money and stolen drinks from each gas station along the way.

Well my old lady kicked me out and the news came to me in a Psychiatric ward.  I did 3 weeks of smokes and 3 hots in a caught and now I am living in an ILF ( Independent Living Foundation) yet this is not as bad as I thought it would be.  We live near the College area with a view and a nice back yard with a deck.  The foundation told me there working in the mean time on finding me a studio.  So what am I doing well I am about to start programming drones when my drone package arrive.  Life is a wonder and I am a wonder child of God.



I did manage to enjoy some of the trip arriving at lake antelope and yes I did ask one of the antelope at evening time where I could find the tall greys.  Please don't ask me why I asked a little reindeer this question.  Maybe my voices where still troubling me or I was having a UFO moment.  To my astonishment was that the single antelope stared at me, as tho to listen to me and then just crossed in front of my car and headed up the trail as to say I know where the tall greys are.

[pate]

Stellar, this is good to hear.  Glad you reached your destination safely.

Antelope Lake looks pretty neat.  I take off my silly hat for you!

-pate

[Dr. MD MD]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Xm_TRekjno

[Stellar]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7Xm_TRekjno

So Dr. MD just wtf does this have to do with my post.  Did you forget to take your meds too or am I just perplexed with this out of placed vid?

[Jackstar]

am I just perplexed

It is literally one of his more apropos pastes. I wasn't in any position to allow it but I would have.

Amateur Hour just heated up in a big way.

[Dr. MD MD]

So Dr. MD just wtf does this have to do with my post.  Did you forget to take your meds too or am I just perplexed with this out of placed vid?

The latter.

[Jackstar]

The latter.

That dropped in temperature quickly.

[Stellar]

Stellar, this is good to hear.  Glad you reached your destination safely.

Antelope Lake looks pretty neat.  I take off my silly hat for you!

-pate

Thanks pate,

I'm still in one piece and the adventure well it was scary and awe inspiring too.  I forgot to mention the part where I ran out of gas in a pitch black canyon yet the stars above looked as big as sunflowers and sparkled amazingly with flare.  In the morning I found some rv's at about 5:00 a.m. and the occupants were snoring so I stole a 5 gallon red tank of gas and ambled toward my car around the bend.  I had a little trouble with no funnel, but I managed to empty quite a bit into my tank and left some behind for anyone else who ran out in such a bad spot.  God is awesome, because I ran out and managed to pull off the road in the dark just in time or I would have been a dead man because the place had a dead mans curve so the car just sputtered out enough to park on the side.  Anywhere else and there would have been no side out.

Oh and the river below Lake Antelope was incredible, but the road I found that snaked below it I had to unhitch a gate and when I drove down the road I had steer around giant boulders that had fallen in the road.  Maybe it was illegal what I was doing but I was low on gas.  Anyway I drove slow conserved gas and made it home.

[Stellar]

That dropped in temperature quickly.

Hi Jack how goes it lately?

[Stellar]

The latter.

Dear Dr. MD,

Do you have any advice that you think might help me or are you hear to tute your horn just wondering old fried?

[Dr. MD MD]

Dear Dr. MD,

Do you have any advice that you think might help me or are you hear to tute your horn just wondering old fried?

What meds were you on that you’re not taking now?

[Stellar]

Oh crap I'm kinda of Leary to give out this kind of info to broadcast to the world.  You maybe a Phys-op or remote viewer or someone not in it for my best interest like a mind control 5g operator, shoot I don't know good friend Dr. MD.

oh well

I was on Depakote and Abilify but I'm not going to tell you the new meds because I believe they are working.

[Dr. MD MD]

Oh crap I'm kinda of Leary to give out this kind of info to broadcast to the world.  You maybe a Phys-op or remote viewer or someone not in it for my best interest like a mind control 5g operator, shoot I don't know good friend Dr. MD.

oh well

I was on Depakote and Abilify but I'm not going to tell you the new meds because I believe they are working.

Glad to hear that.

[paladin1991]

Oh crap I'm kinda of Leary to give out this kind of info to broadcast to the world.  You maybe a Phys-op or remote viewer or someone not in it for my best interest like a mind control 5g operator, shoot I don't know good friend Dr. MD.

oh well

I was on Depakote and Abilify but I'm not going to tell you the new meds because I believe they are working.

Are any of them ciproline?  That shit's the bomb.

[Jackstar]

Hi Jack how goes it lately?

About like this:

https://youtu.be/i3WcWs3LzwQ


... except I have better hair.

[Juan]

Stellar, do your voices yell at you or just talk?

[pate]

Thanks pate,

I'm still in one piece and the adventure well it was scary and awe inspiring too.  I forgot to mention the part where I ran out of gas in a pitch black canyon yet the stars above looked as big as sunflowers and sparkled amazingly with flare.  In the morning I found some rv's at about 5:00 a.m. and the occupants were snoring so I stole a 5 gallon red tank of gas and ambled toward my car around the bend.  I had a little trouble with no funnel, but I managed to empty quite a bit into my tank and left some behind for anyone else who ran out in such a bad spot.  God is awesome, because I ran out and managed to pull off the road in the dark just in time or I would have been a dead man because the place had a dead mans curve so the car just sputtered out enough to park on the side.  Anywhere else and there would have been no side out.

Oh and the river below Lake Antelope was incredible, but the road I found that snaked below it I had to unhitch a gate and when I drove down the road I had steer around giant boulders that had fallen in the road.  Maybe it was illegal what I was doing but I was low on gas.  Anyway I drove slow conserved gas and made it home.

Your convivial and legally suspect pursuit of the Urban Sasquatch ideals are worthy of song!  Probably epic sagas, this remains to be seen.  I approve!  I suspect a mischievous grin accompanied you on this leg of the Journey...

I take off my hat for you, sir!

-pate

[Stellar]

Stellar, do your voices yell at you or just talk?

Juan,

Fortunately for me the voices don't yell, but I have had some consistent command voices in the past with single messages which lead to some poor behavior and violent outbursts.  I know I not demon possessed, because the new meds have silenced them.

One time this poor chap headed into my neighborhood with Satanic music playing and my voices told me to punch the guy so I decked him which landed me in jail.  I looked down the street a couple of hours before the cops caught me and an ambulance had arrived.  After about a week in jail.  I learned the guy was a wife beater and had offered my woman some chocolate chip cookies.  So it makes you wonder about karma eh.

[Stellar]

About like this:

https://youtu.be/i3WcWs3LzwQ


... except I have better hair.

I'm perplexed!

[Stellar]

Are any of them ciproline?  That shit's the bomb.

Paladin1991,

I don't have a bacterial infection.  My disorder is genetic and deals with an over run of happy chemicals to the brain.  The chemicals are Serotonin, noradrenaline, dopamine and endorphins.  After a while of intense mood behaviors and medications I tend to slow down and can go into a deep depression.  Its like huge bomb that goes off ( that's the mania part) then the the destruction left behind is the ( depression).  I believe their are tiny filters on each cell within the neuro synapses of the brain which act to usually bring just the right dosage of chemicals to a person according to their environment at that moment so the mind knows how to deal with its environment and internal mechanisms as in the body of its living being. 

[Jackstar]

my voices told me to punch the guy so I decked him

Mow someone's lawn.

[Camazotz Automat]

When MV interviewed Stellar it was riveting entertainment.

Sadly, MV has slacked off a bit since then on his edgy reporting.

These days it is all commercial idolatry, pushing the FireFub line.

"Now with FireFubâ,,¢!"

I get so SICK of that crap.

[WOTR]

Oh crap I'm kinda of Leary to give out this kind of info to broadcast to the world.  You maybe a Phys-op or remote viewer or someone not in it for my best interest like a mind control 5g operator, shoot I don't know good friend Dr. MD.

oh well

I was on Depakote and Abilify but I'm not going to tell you the new meds because I believe they are working.

Good tho hear that they are helping. Here is hoping that you continue with them, they keep working and your side effects are minor.

[Stellar]

Good tho hear that they are helping. Here is hoping that you continue with them, they keep working and your side effects are minor.

WOTR,

Thanks so much friend,

I hope this these meds are the magic pills!