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« Reply #210 on: December 05, 2019, 12:47:42 AM »

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« Reply #211 on: December 05, 2019, 01:04:15 AM »
The facility you're locked away in has great Wi-Fi huh. Be a good boy and swallow down them pills in the little cup. That way the straitjacket won't be slapped on again.

welcome to my world

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZWmHrjWhCKU

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« Reply #212 on: December 05, 2019, 01:12:22 AM »
moffie show

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« Reply #213 on: December 05, 2019, 01:18:20 AM »
moffie show

No need to use VPN's to incessantly check and re-check my forum anymore. I've lifted your ban, desperado.

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« Reply #214 on: December 05, 2019, 01:24:53 AM »
No need to use VPN's to incessantly check and re-check my forum anymore. I've lifted your ban, desperado.

Oh come on, you could never stay mad at me.

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« Reply #215 on: December 05, 2019, 01:29:16 AM »
Oh come on, you could never stay mad at me.

You rolled me on your show. Your favourite thing to do is gossip and spread discord among anyone you can. And you told me that if you were me, you'd cut yourself. If you think any of that is clever, or the type of thing to be proud of, you never emotionally matured past the eighth grade.

VC

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« Reply #216 on: December 05, 2019, 01:56:13 AM »
Fool.

Azz, you s/he have a really good thread:  My Descent Into Psychosis

Welcome back. Start here:

https://bellgab.com/index.php?topic=12709.msg1350594#msg1350594

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« Reply #217 on: December 05, 2019, 02:19:55 AM »
You F'ing moron. YOU doxxed BG member(s) in your own voice and podcast dipshit. That makes you at least equal to ZaZa or The One considering you KNOW how evil that can be to do, AND you allowed the doxxing to appear in your forum too. Prick.

My board is a "free speech bastion." Unmoderated. To some degree, at least. Seems fine when all your little buddies doxx others here though! In fact, you cheerlead 'em on, and have no issue with it when its other people - people you don't like.

Trademark bigotry. The human condition, on full display, for all in sundry.

I'm hardly "paranoid" or "fearful" about your doxxer forum with what you personally said in at least one podcast and allowed posted for x-number of days on your forum too. You also had/have Metron as one of your admins too.

Za Za, you really need some English lessons, dude. Your sentence construction is atrocious, to say the very least. Facts is facts, dawg. Its difficult to even follow whatever the fuck it is you're trying to say because of your overuse of cryptic abbreviations and stream-of-consciousness, make-it-up-as you-go-along bullshit.

And just for the record, Metron is NOT an administrator, and hasn't been for a while now. There! You finally got an answer to one of your questions. I'm almost certain it'll be followed up with a barrage of further investigations into the minutiae of who, why, when, how and what. But that's all you're getting. So savour it, fuckhead. Mhmm.

Anyone joining or posting or even browsing at your forum is under PROVEN risk to be doxxed and/or hacked. No one should join your forum or post there except from a library computer with no indirect association with their true identity or location. Not worth doing considering the cast of sock puppets you have at your forum anyway.

Hey, I never held a gun to anyone's head and forced 'em to join. Free will is a thing. That is, for those of us who are able to free ourselves from the confines of our compulsions (unlike yourself).

Also, I did NOT get you banned here at BG.

You were ONE OF the last ones to interact with my girl before the gavel came down and I was on the outs.

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You (Azz) have posted often referring to yourself as a male identity (heterosexual), even having GF's and seemingly intimate relationships with females, but, then again, you also post often as if you are speaking in a female persona from a female perspective and are writing here as if you're a female attracted to males too. Is this just part of some "role play" or mental game you're playing here, or are you somehow a "blended gender" identifying as both male and/or female as you so determine is "as needed" when posting here?

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My boyfriend and I share this account.

Within minutes of this reply, her and I were BANNED for "account sharing." Your fault.

Btw, please co-host or talk with your SO/GF on at least one of your podcasts, so we can hear from "her" all about her posting through your shared account at BG. That way, we can have some possibility to maybe believe your story that you shared your BG account with your current GF/SO, and this is not just your ongoing psychosis. Otherwise, why should we believe anything you say at this point? :D

She's appeared on my podcasts briefly in the earlier episodes, you fucking moron. Do the legwork, go back and listen, or simply shut your trap. Its high time.

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« Reply #218 on: December 05, 2019, 02:29:05 AM »
Many of the butt hurt and banned EG's and BG's hang [out at AzzGab].

Star Rats Mounting Mountain, Tootsie Wootsie, Metron, etc. etc.

What an outcast of reject sock puppets. Their very own puppet show. :D

I see one of your many delusions are surfacing again. The "sock puppet" delusion. Where EVERYONE is a sock puppet. EVERYONE.

Get a fucking life.

Opti Mystic aka Star Mountain aka starrmtn001 is Azz'z main drinking buddy semi-drunk 73yo co-host. Bwhahaha! She seems to still believe MV/Liberace! was kicked-out of his marriage and is not living with his family anymore. It's one reason she thinks she's banned for alleging or repeating such BS. Metron was alleging similar BS too before he was banned at EG.

You must've been dropped as a child. Probably fell off the back end of a yak, considering who you appear to be. Eventually, the mask slips.

And I don't drink alcohol, you fucking douche canoe. I'm on PSYCHIATRIC MEDICATIONS and would be a fool to mix my antidepressant ALONE with liquor - which is KNOWN to act as a depressant on the human nervous system.

I need not second guess my assumption that you're severely retarded. The way you conduct yourself makes it apparent to any pair of eyeballs that gives this thread or any other you make an appearance in a cursory read.

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« Reply #219 on: December 05, 2019, 02:36:06 AM »
Azz, you s/he have a really good thread:  My Descent Into Psychosis

Welcome back. Start here:

https://bellgab.com/index.php?topic=12709.msg1350594#msg1350594

You continually copy-paste your own posts in various threads when you don't get the response you want. Whatever it is that makes you think repeating yourself will produce a different result is the definition of crazy.

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« Reply #220 on: December 05, 2019, 03:00:24 AM »
Lol. Come-on...

Date Registered:
    September 17, 2012

Total Time Spent Online:
    76 days, 7 hours and 50 minutes.

Total Posts:
    13,716 posts

Though you do spend a lot of time at EG. Do you post at AzzStab's forum too?
I joined what, 7 years ago? Infrequent these days.  But in days past I would dial up the forum and walk away to make myself a sandwich and a pitcher of Martini's.  Or maybe just to rub one out.  I might even forget that I had my computer on... but yeah.  I did spend a lot of time here. I enjoyed all the back and forth, the ramp up for ART FUCKING BELL'S return and all the drama that followed, the quibble btwn (REDACTED) and that dude that used to be involved in radio, I can't remember his name, the 'secret' PM list during ART'S build up....ah good times, good times.

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« Reply #221 on: December 05, 2019, 03:02:21 AM »
That is very kind of you, VC, though I suspect you are just curious to see if a purse falls out when I open my mouth.  Metron is actually a great conversationalist when he calms down, always returning a serve with interest.  I dispute your identification of the good padre, though I will draw a veil over my conclusion out of respect for him.
I agree.  The Metro can be quite lucid at times, but disagree with him politically and he loses his shit.  Ah well, we all have problems.

VC

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« Reply #222 on: December 05, 2019, 03:03:11 AM »
My board is a "free speech bastion." Unmoderated. To some degree, at least. Seems fine when all your little buddies doxx others here though! In fact, you cheerlead 'em on, and have no issue with it when its other people - people you don't like.

Trademark bigotry. The human condition, on full display, for all in sundry.

You'll never find a post I made anywhere that wanted anyone doxxed. I did report here what BartEll posted about himself with a possible identity, but he shits on BG.

Doxxing is your specialty at your forum w/Metron and your other forum doxxers. I've never posted as a sock puppet "here", and I certainly will never post at your forum, period. Which makes your next accusation another falsehood:

Za Za, you really need some English lessons, dude. Your sentence construction is atrocious, to say the very least. Facts is facts, dawg. Its difficult to even follow whatever the fuck it is you're trying to say because of your overuse of cryptic abbreviations and stream-of-consciousness, make-it-up-as you-go-along bullshit.

Hey, I never held a gun to anyone's head and forced 'em to join. Free will is a thing. That is, for those of us who are able to free ourselves from the confines of our compulsions (unlike yourself).

You seem to compulsively post here a lot of late. Welcome back. Post often. :D

She's appeared on my podcasts briefly in the earlier episodes, you fucking moron. Do the legwork, go back and listen, or simply shut your trap. Its high time.

Must be an EVP. Let's hear her tell everyone how she shared your account here at BG. Bwahahaha! She can say "hi" on the Gabcast this Friday. Also, would love to hear her co-host a podcast with you. Let's get to know your alter/other half or SO/GF/BF person or persona. You are The Man. Prove it. S/he did participate here for years, right, so no need to be shy now. Time to come out. :D

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« Reply #223 on: December 05, 2019, 03:03:24 AM »
Opti Mystic aka Star Mountain aka starrmtn001 ... seems to still believe MV/Liberace! was kicked-out of his marriage and is not living with his family anymore. It's one reason she thinks she's banned for alleging or repeating such BS. Metron was alleging similar BS too before he was banned at EG.

How did that rumor start?

The trials of being an internet celebrity.

I'll shed some light on this. Not happily, but I'll do so nonetheless.

Much like the disdain I hold for VC for prompting me into sharing personal details before I was banned here at BellGab, similar confusion arose in Starr's mind after the following (last) interaction between yourself/MV and her:

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I'm really sick of reading you on this forum. You honestly need to just fuck off.

Edit: Please
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As do I reading you, at least as whatever it is you have become.  And as do you, need to fuck off.

Edit: Thank you.

I miss MV. :'(




Because Starr attached the picture above with her post, she came to presume that it was the very thing that angered you/MV enough to banish her from the board for good. This, mixed in with confusion and radio silence/the ending of her relationship/friendship with you/MV, planted the seed of the idea there must've been "trouble in paradise."

As we all know by now, I'm not a pillar of sanity myself, and I do think Starr having me in her life is a source of her depression (and perhaps even some anxiety) - unfortunately. But we have to be real about things.

So, back then (a month or 2 ago) I took this kernel of truth and began running with it in my BellGab-centric podcasts. The fusion of satire, performance art and improvisation that is the make-up of my podcast brought in focus some of Starr's ideas, and although I was using them as a source of personal humour in my content, the notion of a separation or divorce between MV and his spouse became something of a "common consensus" to those of us banned from BellGab itself. It fed itself into the Zeitgeist, and before anyone knew, it was "our truth".

That's how it all happened.

Metron was/is a major player and vengeful instigator about such ideas. He posted you lived in some rat infested shithole in an abandoned building or $5 deadbeat motel living on cheap dollar value menu burgers. Well, not exactly, I don't remember his precise wording, but it was something to that definite effect along with his assertion that you lost your marriage and children. Basically, you're living as a bum similar to a homeless person, but maybe still earning a minimum wage at a radio station? Lol.

Metron was only repeating - and having fun with - some of the bits I did on my earlier podcasts. It was something of an inside joke. But because no one else was part of it, listened to it, or understood it, it caused a great deal of confusion that became widespread.

When I phoned in the the Novemeber 22nd edition of the GabCast, however, I threw everything away by dismissing it all as "not serious." I sometimes feel some form of regret for saying that, but the nature of a live broadcast is to go with what comes, and so, it is very unlike the comfortable space I'm able to inhabit when recording my soliloquies in private, and able to edit out any mispronunciations or flubs.

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« Reply #224 on: December 05, 2019, 03:03:37 AM »
And you, sir, are a colossal fraud!  As the only ivory-tickling faggot (though sadly lacking in the rhinestone department) in these here parts I demand that you cease this shameless impersonation at once.  Or at least cough up a poncho cum bubble to atone for your crimes.

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« Reply #225 on: December 05, 2019, 03:06:01 AM »
God knows I have tried to be ever so subtle about it and not shove it in people's faces but the keen perception of VC, sly dog that he is, just nosed it out of me.

It is getting chilly, now that you mention it.
Maybe Metro wants you to shove it in his face.  Not that there's anything wrong with that.

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« Reply #226 on: December 05, 2019, 03:12:25 AM »
Welcome back. Post often.

While I'm very much open to sharing the things I feel will bring certain BellGabbers (who are curious) up to speed on what has occurred in my absence, you make me exceedingly uncomfortable with your busybody nature and because of that, I'll never trust you.

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« Reply #227 on: December 05, 2019, 03:15:18 AM »
Yeah, for you.

Because you’re too much of a pussy to call in to the GabCast.
https://youtu.be/bOnnDmz0upg

AZZ called the Dickdr a pussy.  Dickdrpussy, is that another gender?

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« Reply #228 on: December 05, 2019, 03:20:01 AM »
I only know [certain things] from listening to [Azzerae's] podcasts that were posted to this thread yesterday, so I have no idea what is also posted at Azz's forum.

Very "Michael Decon" of you. I suppose you also have no feelings. Like him.

For someone who knows nothing about anything to do with myself, AzzGab, my digital pen pals and our goings on, you sure do a convincing job projecting why we do what we do, how we go about doing those things and are first with "breaking news" HERE as it unfolds THERE (always reporting back here what just occurred).

I've never browsed the Azzgab forum.

Oh yes you have. I'm a doxxer collecting IP's, remember! I know exactly who you are and what IP's you use when your browse there.

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« Reply #229 on: December 05, 2019, 03:25:35 AM »
This dipshit doesn't "register" what MV/Liberace! ALREADY told him WHY Azz was banned.

Just because MV told me that's the reason I got banned, doesn't mean it is the reason. If you recall, he was awfully flustered upon hearing my voice, and I think its best to assume he and I were both trying to find our feet and figure one another out while buying ourselves some time by saying what we could say to keep the conversation going, all the while trying to seem composed.

I'm not alleging MV is a liar, or lied to me, however. What I am saying, is that perhaps there were some small fibs that slipped through the cracks at first while we both found our footing. That's all.

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« Reply #230 on: December 05, 2019, 03:30:42 AM »
[Azzerae] admits he can't afford professional psychotherapy, and so he is now using his forum/podcast as a substitute for therapy. I think Starr is playing the role of his therapist with a specialization in Karmic bite you in the Assstab retribution.

Actually, my psychiatrist made it clear to me that the medication she prescribed me has so far helped my self-improvement in leaps and bounds. Therefore it was concluded that I don't require psychotherapy. And for the record, I have gotten A grade medical care from my treatment plan this year, and so I'm doing way better than I was before I last interacted with you on this board.

The fact your derive amusement from the fact I said I couldn't afford therapy makes you a real piece of work. But what would you care, you're just another face in the crowd. No personality, merely a non-entity.

VC

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« Reply #231 on: December 05, 2019, 03:31:46 AM »
That's how it all happened.

Metron was only repeating - and having fun with - some of the bits I did on my earlier podcasts. It was something of an inside joke. But because no one else was part of it, listened to it, or understood it, it caused a great deal of confusion that became widespread.

No. Metron started this sheit about MV and his broken marriage and his bumhood long before you had a podcast or forum. He did it at EllGab. It's exactly as I said in my OP about it to answer MV/Liberace!, when he asked how it started.

Azz, you did some interesting posting in your Psychosis Thread. Come back and do some more posting and artwork there too. Too bad the meds have suppressed your artwork for now.

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« Reply #232 on: December 05, 2019, 03:31:53 AM »
[Azzerae] claims to have a closet full of Voodoo dolls with plenty of assstab needles stuck-in for MV/Liberace! Apparently, someone broke his widow to steal his original MV/Liberace! Assstab Doll, so he has a closet full of Assstab dolls "at the ready" now.

That's a true story. Minus the bad puns.

VC

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« Reply #233 on: December 05, 2019, 03:35:17 AM »
Oh yes you have. I'm a doxxer collecting IP's, remember! I know exactly who you are and what IP's you use when your browse there.

No. Dipshit. My statement was absolutely true when I posted that, so fuck off... as you suggest.

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« Reply #234 on: December 05, 2019, 03:37:44 AM »
Too bad the meds have suppressed your artwork for now.

They haven't, actually. I'm able to calm down and concentrate for short stretches now, thanks to my pills.

Here are some of my recent artworks:




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« Reply #235 on: December 05, 2019, 03:40:01 AM »
No. Dipshit. My statement was absolutely true when I posted that, so fuck off... as you suggest.

I can do without the profanity. And will respond in kind, if you can keep it at bay.

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« Reply #236 on: December 05, 2019, 03:47:18 AM »
You rolled me on your show. Your favourite thing to do is gossip and spread discord among anyone you can. And you told me that if you were me, you'd cut yourself. If you think any of that is clever, or the type of thing to be proud of, you never emotionally matured past the eighth grade.

You still don't take responsibility for your own words, that's truly amazing.

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« Reply #237 on: December 05, 2019, 03:47:53 AM »
For those that believe in Whitley Strieber... A True Story:

Azzarae continues his psychosis by delving into Whitley Strieber's life to find some meaning and purpose for his life and/or his social media. His mental illness has produced an ET through his window.

I don't "believe in" Whitley Strieber. I've been a fan of his writing for a couple years is all. That's very different than buying in to dangerous ideas.

Maybe. Maybe it was a hallucination. Maybe. But maybe it wasn't.

Save yourself years of recovery from Whitley's programming by reading about what happened to this guy, Jasun:

Prisoner of Infinity: UFOs, Social Engineering, and the Psychology of Fragmentation Paperback – April 30, 2018

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Jqrr0EmjlFo

Jasun Horsley has an awesome website that has a vast collection of Blog posts and Podcasts that cover Social Engineering that can relate back to The Paranormal. He had an obsession with Strieber's ideas and other "followings" for more than a decade before he realized how "controlled" he was by such interests.

Here is Jasun's website with intro about his Strieber book:

https://auticulture.com/prisoner-of-infinity/

I don't listen to podcasts, or consume any media of any kind, whatsoever. Nothing. So there's no chance I'll be delving in to this nonsense.

If you're going to be obsessed about such topics, then I think Jasun can help you from becoming entrapped in such beliefs and becoming more mentally ill as Azzarae is about such matters.

Uh, no. I have a doctor. I'd rather depend on the professional opinion of someone who literally has my best interests at heart, rather than some kook trying to sell a book.

Why you think replacing one crazy for another with an opposing opinion will do anything for a person's mental well being says far more about the place you're in than anything else. You can't even muster the courage to relate a smidgen of your personal life or experiences to others out of fear you'll be tracked down by the FBI. Guilty conscience. You must be doing something wrong.

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« Reply #238 on: December 05, 2019, 03:50:36 AM »
You still don't take responsibility for your own words, that's truly amazing.

Face it, you're just a chatty patty. And your subscriber count is nothing more than evidence that 1600 people are stupid as fuck.

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« Reply #239 on: December 05, 2019, 03:52:16 AM »
I wasn't even able to make it through listening to the first half of part one, so I dunno. I don't plan on revisiting it unless someone brings something interesting to my attention.

Somebody should bring a round of bullets to your attention.