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It's been a couple days and my mind's been cleared up from all the bullshit.  I wanted to post this as an apology to everyone on BellGab.  I dragged the episodes of my personal life into the forum, and that was a bitch move.  There's plenty of spaces to vent frustration and ask for help when I start having these episodes, but this clearly wasn't the best place to do it and the way I did it wasn't constructive at all.  If anything, it just alienated people on here further, causing fights between members.  I specifically apologize to Steve, who I was giving shit for no reason in particular and didn't really do anything directly to me at all.  I shat all of my drama everywhere and left a huge mess those couple days, and that wasn't healthy at all and just left everyone pissed.

MV gave me a call last night, and he gave it to me straight.  I'm not a defect or a burden or any of that shit.  I need to start living up to my own expectations and stop worrying about inconsequential bullshit.  And if something is truly wrong with me from a mental illness standpoint (depression, bipolar disorder), then I'm going to seek professional help from counselors/psychiatrists/etc to overcome it.

tl;dr I dragged personal shit into BellGab, that was wrong, and I'm sorry.

I'm just a mentally ill fucking tranny faggot piece of shit who doesn't deserve to live.  I claim that I'm gender questioning or transgender, but the truth of the matter is I'm worthless subhuman scum.  I'm a disappointment to my entire fucking family, and a bullet in my brain is good riddance.  I guess this is better than slowly dying of AIDS or having someone beat you to death outside of a gay bar.  I hope y'all are happy.   

I'm a time traveler and I'm subscribed to the podcast on my phone.  As I was listening to the show on October 30th, I heard the voice of a woman that I know wasn't supposed to be there and surely wasn't Barbara.  The voice appears somewhere around 47:40 on my file.  I can't make out specifically what the voice is saying.  It sounds as clear as Art, I'm almost positive it wasn't one of the EVP recordings that Barbara shared.

Update: I downloaded it a second time and lo and behold, I hear the voice again.  I trimmed the audio out and uploaded it to vocaroo.  Does anybody know where this is coming from?

http://vocaroo.com/i/s04HnKPvbqBN

Mine is the same as my username.

Paste your taste, brag about it, whatever.

I'm into ambient, electronic, experimental, piano and alternative, including:
Oneohtrix Point Never, Radiohead, Jeremy Soule, Aphex Twin, The Flashbulb, Burial, Eminem, Boards of Canada, Nero's Day At Disneyland, Stars of the Lid, Bill Monroe, ADSRe, Brian Eno, Global Communication, David Nevue, J Dilla, Erik Satie, Weezer, Random Movement, McMaNGOS, Kanye West, Jonn Serrie, Steve Roach, Tim Hecker, Frank Ocean, Orangy (feat. jeri), Christopher O'Riley, Philip Glass, Sigur Rós, Jon Hopkins, Animal Collective, Pink Floyd, Mark Morgan, Biosphere, Daft Punk, Chuck Person, Metallica, Thomas Köner, Nine Inch Nails, deadmau5, Rob Costlow, Linkin Park, Icebreaker, Tycho, Godspeed You! Black Emperor, Liturgy, Com Truise, Billinski, The Dead Texan, Swarms.

Check out my music taste: http://www.last.fm/user/NefariousBanana

You raised my hopes (and thousands of others) and crushed them.  If the rumors are true, another 2 years without you are going to be hell.

Stop all the bickering and come to a resolution.  Otherwise, I won't be able to listen to your voice anymore without being enraged and saddened at the same, even on an old replay.

I've listened to a couple of episodes and I'm really digging it.

Space Coast: Quad City DJs vs. Giorgio Moroder

BIGFOOT SCREAM (APPARENT ACTUAL AUDIO!!! SCARY!!!)

This one, but higher quality.

http://www.prepburger.com/  Something about this doesn't surprise me.

I might have to edit this list later on, but these would be my signature songs.

Radiohead - Subterranean Homesick Alien
Pink Floyd - Echoes (the first verse)
Aphex Twin - Xtal
Kuroshitsuji OST - Si Deus Me Relinquit
Renard - Outsider
Brian Eno - Always Returning

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X5mzqi6L-w4

Don't bother listening to the rest of the show.  Radio Graffiti is where it's at.

"The Chase" on Coast to Coast vs. "The Oh of Pleasure" on Dreamland.

I love both of these and I can't choose between them.  If I had to choose one, it would be the Dreamland theme.  It just sounds more mysterious and ethereal.  Plus, it had the best intro by Art:

"A show dedicated to the examination of things beyond our field of vision, of things not easily or neatly put in a box...welcome to Dreamland" 


What say you?

Seriously, Bob Kevoian's laugh is like nails on a chalkboard.  It wouldn't irritate me as much if it wasn't used so much when they replay parody songs.  I swear to god, half the time the laughter is either canned or forced.  Plus, most of the humour is really juvenile.  Do the songs need to be played so often?  Is there a point where they're just, you know, not funny anymore?  Donnie Baker is like an even more annoying Larry the Cable Guy without any charm whatsoever.  They're like all the morning zoo stereotypes come true!  Ace Rockolla is real, and it's THIS FUCKING SHOW.  Here's an example one of their songs that undoubtedly gets replayed until no end:  Camel Toe Song!

I've been listening to these guys against my will for at least 10 years because that's all my dad will play on the radio when I wake up.  He has bad taste anyways, his least favorite host is Knapp and prefers Noory over him.

Well, Bob and Tom are owned by Premiere.  Figures.  These guys don't deserve half of the stations they're on, and they're on at least 100 or so in Syndication.  I should use this http://www.jammersblog.com/2007/06/26/rants/bob-and-tom-suck/ to kick-start a new site:  bobandtomsuck.com

I have a few friends who actually prefer Noory over Punnett and Knapp.  I still think that's ridiculous.  Do you believe these people have poor taste in radio hosts?

I'm looking for something Hot Talk/ FM talk related.  Sub-conversation can include Howard Stern vs. Opie and Anthony.

I find the whole mysterious aspect of Art Bell, UFOs and the like have made me want to move out to a desert in the middle of nowhere.  Especially the song "Midnight in the Desert".  Does anyone else have this urge?

By that I mean, is it just George Noory that sucks, or is it also new management by Premiere Networks?