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Yeah, I can see how being extremely weary of others could cause them not to trust me.  I have to see things in myself first before I can see them in other people and I wasn't always a good guy. 

The church idea is a good one and I agree that the internet is a bad place to meet people.  It's too difficult to tell what someones true intentions are without their body language and voice tonality.

That meetup sight looks promising, Meggini.  I suppose all good things take time to create and a solid, trusting relationship is no exception.  I know I've made bad impressions on people because I felt like crap for a particular moment and then a minute later I regretted how I behaved but I will be forever known to them as that asshole guy.  There just isn't enough time to get to know every thing about every person so it must be a subconscious survival mechanism that causes people to make quick judgements of others.  Those books look good, monk.  Good advice everyone.

Ok, it was the second half of Coast 2 Coast AM: Economy & Survivalism / Insights & Inspirations with JD Messinger that I was searching for.  Thanks for your help.  LA Marzulli sound right up my ally too.  I might've been confusing some of his show with the one I was trying to find. 

I was almost certain it was Jonathan Zap but I'm listening to that JD Messinger show now and I think this might be it.  I'll try that show too, monk.

haha, I've done that before but I got bored and I know there's good people out there.

coaster: No, it wasn't David Wilcock, although I do enjoy his work. 

Hal: I decided I want to be one of the good guys. 

Monk: I'm pretty sure noory was the host but not certain.  I can't remember his voice clearly or if he did drugs. Sorry.

He also used the term "warriors of the light" and talked about how manipulative people may claim to have good intentions towards you but there is something "off" in their energy. 

I recently had a near death experience and it changed my outlook on life and I'd like to surround myself with good people.  I'd like to be with egoless people that I can work constructively and creatively with for the greater good of humanity. 

One thing I've been doing is asking people "who do you think you are?" and seeing how they respond.  If they become angry or tell me they're a big deal, I know they are identified with their ego and will likely use me as a means to their own ends.  One guy told me he is one with everything and we became good friends.  I'm trying to come up with a list of rapid fire questions for when I'm interviewing people.

I know there are manipulative people out there that will tell me everything I want to hear and then stab me in the back once they gain my trust, so how do you know how to avoid people like that?  How do you feel out the wolf in sheep's clothing?

He was also talking about how good always prevails and if there was love in your heart and good intentions towards your fellow man it would enhance your ability to think creatively.

I'm desperate to find out who this guest is so I can relisten.  It was from this year.  I want to say a couple months ago.  I've been going through videos like crazy trying to find this one.  The guest was talking about how there are wars going on throughout the universe and how you either love helping people or you want slaves.  I found it to be really enlightening.  I tried googling what little dialogue I could remember but to no avail.  I'll try to remember some more details maybe that will help.

It was from this year.  I want to say a couple months ago.  I've been going through videos like crazy trying to find this one.  The guest was talking about how there are wars going on throughout the universe and how you either love helping people or you want slaves.  I found it to be really enlightening.  I tried googling what little dialogue I could remember but to no avail.  I'll try to remember some more details maybe that will help.  I like to comeback to certain shows every once in a while since they're so good.