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Quote from: Jackstar on January 13, 2018, 05:23:58 AM
How many times have you watched Glengarry Glen Ross? You're the spitting image of Dave Moss.

no i never watched that movie. dunno who dave moss is. dunno if that's a good thing or a bad thing.

Quote from: Jackstar on January 13, 2018, 05:03:42 AM
Karma is a bitch dick.

be google
be run by rich people
censor the posts and websites that further views that defend your right to be a rich degenerate piece of shit.
make heroes and protected classes out of the people who genuinely want to "eat you" and take everything you have.

i'd say "they're not sending their best" but i know the truth is that it's all just a part of a plan to enslave us through some sick mixture of socialism and crony capitalism. same reason they put the fluoride in our water.

even if MV bans me i will make sure to toss him 50 bucks every couple months or whatever. i promise.

i honestly can't believe that fucking picture of that communist chick dressed up like a million dollar hooker and claiming "if i cant afford ramen i'll eat the rich" led to fucking demonitization here honestly. that is so fucking far beyond my expectations even for a POS company like google.

i see what happened. i donated like 50 bucks to MV. my bank card wasn't working so i had to use whatever i had left on a prepaid gift card. i'll go get another one tomorrow or next day and toss him a couple more hundred dollars. maybe some of you think i should donate more than that since supposedly i am the one who caused all of this. maybe you are right but i would say that 1) i know some of you accuse me of "pretending to be rich" but in reality i have never said that and have only said the opposite. i've only said that i live a very simple life and do my best not to spend much money so i don't go into debt, and that i'm not homeless anymore, which obviously doesn't mean "rich" by any measure. and all kidding about my profession that i normally indulge in aside, obviously i rummage through fucking trash for a living. so obviously i'm not raking in the big bucks over here. and 2) even though i will probably incontrovertibly get the blame for this, it's not actually my fault:

the post that was the supposed offender was not only tame, but completely acceptable and mainstream political discourse by any measure. it's true that i have posted some bad shit on this website, going back for years, but in fact this only proves my point. YEARS ago, around 2014, i remember being engaged in a pretty serious and prolific discussion on this board about whether or not the holocaust happened. i was FAR from the only person arguing that it didn't happen, so it's not like i'm the only one who was putting forth those views here anyhow.

MV banned me for that, and now time has told that he made the right decisions there. he probably should not have unbanned me, since i ultimately made this problem for him.

whatever, but the point i'm making is that this decision had NOTHING to do with the content, and had instead to do with political, cultural and social changes being engineered by an elite class of tech giants who are increasingly controlling our political discourse and points of view. they are using tactics like this to control the narrative and shut us all up.

what's the point i'm getting at here? simply that MV rightly and justly does not moderate this board heavily, so if it wasn't my post it would have just as well been another one that was leaning right. it wasn't that pointing out that a socialist claiming not to be able to afford ramen but wearing 300 dollar boots is "wrong", it's that it went against the narrative and made "them" feel threatened. ok. well considering that post was about the most mainstream post i've ever done on any internet forum anywhere, you can be sure it would have happened sooner or later anyhow.

here's a media matters article referencing googles recent "crackdown" on "hate speech" published in november:
https://www.mediamatters.org/blog/2017/11/02/google-claims-it-has-taken-steps-demonetize-fake-news-and-increase-scrutiny-hate-speech-we-re/218432

this is a "new normal". things like this are just going to get more and more and more common. i'm really genuinely sorry for my post, not because it was wrong but because of the consequences it resulted in, but i do also simultaneously believe that due to the (frankly excellent) way this board is generally moderated and the level of free speech allowed here, it would have happened soon anyhow with this crackdown going on. remember google owns YouTube too and there's plenty of writing and discussion of how they're using demonitization to censor people (including bland and tame stuff like Praeger U) from that platform.

long before the recent revelations from project veritas about twitter shadowbanning people i had given up on both youtube and twitter and taken myself off of the platforms (two things i used to do from time to time, talking about political views) because of the obvious shadowbanning and algorithm meddling. not that my channels were ever big, they were really small and so was my twitter and i was never able to make a dime off of either of them (my youtube was so small i never even bothered to monetize), but a couple of years ago it used to be i could get a lot of views and get my views out to be people. get subscribers and stuff. it at least felt like i had a fair chance, and then there was just a very obvious change, out of nowhere, where suddenly it was like you were put into an online gulag. it's bullshit but this is what is happening to anyone who expresses a right-wing or conservative political opinion.

nevertheless, i'll make sure to get that prepaid card and make the bigger donation and it won't be the last one either.

my advice to MV (even though he prob doesn't want it)? might seem like a bad thing, and i don't know how much you were making on adsense (i remember you saying you made enough in total off of this website to pay your electric bill once, i'm presuming that's including donations though), but IMO it was the rope around your neck, you just didn't realize it. now you've been freed to open up your content. not be beholden to your SJW masters. institute a simple two-tiered membership system with a few extra benefits. offer "gold" comments or something if you're able to (although i think i've used this forum interface or program or whatever it is you're using here before, and i don't know how or if it would be capable of doing such a thing. but then again i'm pretty illiterate technically and really struggled when i tried to build websites), and basically reach a whole new demographic of people if you so choose. the fag who runs godlikeproductions claims he makes 250K a year off of his site. who knows if that's true but i'm just saying there's money to by made outside of adsense because i'm pretty sure adsense wouldn't allow them on their platform either.

just saying, there's a lot more appetite these days for politics and politically incorrect things than there is for fucking paranormal talk radio shows that haven't been on the air for a decade. whatever though.

gnooryblows OUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT (FOR A WHILE)

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 05:45:58 PM
understood.

ok and you're still a nigger too. alrite now anyway peace out everyone, even the dirty MV nigger.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 05:29:53 PM
later.

yeah man well it's not to be dramatic and faggy and stuff like that and it's not cuz im mad at you or anything. it's not like hard feelings and stuff. i know you don't give a fuck about someone dramatically storming out of your website and i don't blame you, i know i wouldn't. i'm just sayin' that's not what im trying to do. but obviously i've been on this site a fuckload for the past 3 days and if that continues, for obvious reasons it's going to go very badly for me so yeah i dunno take it easy for a bit, i'll be back whenever i feel more collected to post more dank threads.

i dunno its not even personal. i'm not mad or anything. i don't ask anyone to believe anything i say or like me or think anything in particular regards to me. it's all irrelevant but the last couple days on this website have been all consuming and i just can't do that in my life. i don't want to end up on the god damn streets again cuz of whatever wonkyness is in my head.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 05:21:26 PM
i'm just fucking with you.  i don't really think you lied (and so what if u did).

i was just gonna quit this website. i was thinking "i'm not gonna contribute content here if the dude who runs the place hates me". the truth is this place does have a negative effect on me. you might think im a full of shit liar and that i have fuckall to do, but the truth is that i do have a small business to run and i do have bills to pay. i get to run that business on my own time and mostly make my schedule but i still have to put in time. it fucking blows cuz the internet is like crack. it doesn't actually help anyone. it gives the illusion of information but we end up knowing and experiencing less about the world around us from it. it gives the illusion of social contact but we end up more isolated from everyone else from it. it's just not good. i dunno bro. believe me or don't believe me about anything i've said i can promise you it genuinely means fuckall to me but i've prob got to take a small break from this website anyhow.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 05:17:25 PM
nobody likes to be lied to.

uh huh. this again. k bro. whatever you say.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 05:13:29 PM

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CFh5FzXIeBg

no i don't want to hurt you, just get off my ass guy, you don't know the first thing about me or my life and i think even you know that that is the objective reality.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 05:08:28 PM
you're wrong.

oh yeah? look at yourself good in the mirror and tell me NOW WHO IS THE LIAR HUH? HYPOCRITE!

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 05:06:52 PM
look you won't say im wrong though. your world works on a fucking dime. it's works like clockwork. everything is predictable. everything i the same. the idea of "homeless people" just exists as an abstract concept to you. maybe a group of people who annoy you on the street, or who you can make yourself feel better by giving a few dimes to. nothing more. it's not "real" to you and the challenges and lifestyle they face to survive is not "real" to you and never will be because your world is insulated. that's fine. that's good. i've managed to insulate my world too now. i don't have anything about it. but you are still being a faggot in the context of this discussion.

unfortunately for faggots like you this very much IS a real problem and yes i probably do have some kind of mental illness which has driven my issues in life as well as some bad circumstances but whatever you want to say this is the reality of things
https://www.usnews.com/news/us/articles/2017-12-06/us-homeless-count-rises-pushed-by-crisis-on-the-west-coast

maybe if you want to tell me more specifically what you think i'm lying about i could be more on point with whatever it is you think but until then i dunno what else to say here.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 05:04:35 PM

look you won't say im wrong though. your world works on a fucking dime. it's works like clockwork. everything is predictable. everything i the same. the idea of "homeless people" just exists as an abstract concept to you. maybe a group of people who annoy you on the street, or who you can make yourself feel better by giving a few dimes to. nothing more. it's not "real" to you and the challenges and lifestyle they face to survive is not "real" to you and never will be because your world is insulated. that's fine. that's good. i've managed to insulate my world too now. i don't have anything about it. but you are still being a faggot in the context of this discussion.

someone could come and rape you in the night and you could tell someone like MV about it and he will not believe it because in his world everything is perfect and works smoothly. its order order order order. he gets up in the morning and he knows what he's doing. in his mind, he KNOWS he is going to bed at night. he doesn't think "how am i gonna not die today". he doesn't think "what kind of untold and unnatural fuckery is world going to stick me with this morning". it's just not how he operates and he universalizes his experience and thinks everyone is the same.

the thing is i know your deal MV. you've led a pretty simple and straightforward life, right? everything went according to plan? got a wife? 2.5 kids? a home somewhere and a couple of nice business ventures? alright. good. good for you. believe me i don't put anyone down for that or try to shame them for it. those things are wonderful. but the problem with some people like you is that you develop these ideas that everyone elses life is so ideal and goes so smoothly. and things outside the mold only happen on TV or in some ethereal, abstract literary plane. unfortunately that's not real. you've been insulated in your life (likely) and that's fine. but when you go and thinking that everything outside of the ordinary isn't real then IMO you turn into sort of an annoying fuck.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:59:01 PM
i'm not interested in a homework assignment.  just be straight with people, bruh.

oh my god "i lie" but you can't tell me what i lie about yeah ok guy. go have fun with yourself. maybe someday someone will take you seriously bruh.

Quote from: Roswells, Art on January 04, 2018, 04:58:29 PM
People lie here? I thought everyone here was hot and rich and charming. I'm going to 4chan. Maybe there's some honest folk there.

people are full of shit, i've never said i was rich. i've said the opposite. but if you go from homeless to not then you tend to live very simply and that gives you some benefits as far as your debt situation and your outgoing vs incoming funds.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:57:26 PM
this was when i knew you really cared.

wow what an amazing kernel of wisdom.

tell me specifically MV, what it is you think i lie about. obviously you are referring to something other than just the thread here that you banned me for (which obviously did exist).

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:55:50 PM
why would you lie when it's so easy to present your old posts?

im not even going to, you know i didn't lie, i posted the post that you banned me for so whatever. this is just dumb at this point. nobody fucking cares anyhow dude just accept it. i don't even care if you want to say you were wrong or not. i don't expect people to fess up to their BS, but its whatever.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:54:03 PM
i'm just saying people would like you more if you didn't lie.

what do you think i lie about? you think i lie about having a business? a trash business? it's not a lie. i run it out of my home. it's an easy-entree business. what the fuck is it that you have a hard time believing about that? for 4 years on this website i've been sporadically talking about picking furniture out of trash and reselling it. refinishing it. doing whatever. what is it that you think i would lie about toher than that? being homeless? doesn't seem like the sort of thing someone would want to fucking brag about to me. what else. worshipping satan? i swear to god i do. what else, eating poop? obviously that's a fucking joke. eating trash? yes i eat shit out of the trash when i'm out picking furniture, i don't give a fuck what you think.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:52:17 PM
just be honest.  it's not so hard.

what did i lie about? tell me the lie. the fucking post is right there you banned me cuz i posted porno. they were boning rather than kissing naked, which is what i was thinking. but you posted the other thread too with the two guys kissing so obviously i was just getting the threads mixed up in my mind rather than a fucking lie. it's obviously an honest statement and you just don't want to admit you were wrong.

i posted a thread of you saying you were a homo and you banned me.

kind of dumb to suggest i wasn't talking about porno specifically since that's literally the entire context of the comment and the discussion.

you know you are wrong. i'll wait llonger for my apology i guess you nigger.

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 03:46:45 PM
MV banned me a while ago for posting pictures of two naked guys kissing eachother and i was saying one of them was MV lmfao. i thought he was just banning me cuz he was insulted but then he said it was because it jeopardizes his advertizing. i dunno. MV is a fagon anyway i'm just sayin'.

fine, this is the post. i see if you're gonna pick apart the language you can say that its not accurate but in the context of the discussion which is about posting porno i think you're being pretty fucking stupid to choose this hill to die on, IMO.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:50:41 PM
i just wish you wouldn't lie to people.  that's my only point.

ok broseph you tell me what i lied about?

i told the kid i posted porno here or whatever and i got banned for it. then you're like "no that didn't happen blah blah" but obviously it did happen and i posted to you the remnants of the thread to prove it. so like i said, i'll be sitting here waiting for my apology for you calling me a liar you dumb nigger.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:49:13 PM
great.

my god, just admit you were wrong. you called me a liar and i wasn't lying. nobody even gives a shit. just deal with it dude.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:48:09 PM
you didn't make a thing about it?   :

i didn't make a thing about it you've banned me 100 times when have i ever made a thing about it except for the first time which was like 4 years ago when dark matter premiered and i'm sure you don't even remember that. it was on another name i don't even remember. and then i kept signing up for other names and spamming the board but in fairness i will readily admit i was probably not in a very stable frame of mind at that point.

porn is what i said anyhow did you even read the context of the discussion? i was just telling the kid not to post porn cuz he's new here. my god you're fucking stupid.

Quote from: mv on January 04, 2018, 04:46:19 PM
so it was porn.  not men kissing.  liar.

bro it was like however long ago, whatever if i don't remember the details and got it mixed up with the thread of you and the guy at the beach. holy fuck chill out you dumb nigger.