Azzerae's World

[AZZERAE]

Just working my way through this latest podcast Azz.

I didn't know you listened ... That's a pleasant surprise!

I am sorry you are going through a bad period at the moment.

Push through my friend, there will be a sea change.

Thank you. Alright, I will push on...

I think you are a remarkable person.

I'm gobsmacked. I consider that high praise!

[paladin1991]

Just working my way through this latest podcast Azz. I am sorry you are going through a bad period at the moment.

Push through my friend, there will be a sea change.

I think you are a remarkable person.

Going thru a tough time?  This is for you.


https://youtu.be/ZVA-Bx4rNc0

[Dr. MD MD]

Going thru a tough time?  This is for you.


https://youtu.be/ZVA-Bx4rNc0

From one fag to another.

[AZZERAE]

LAMB OF GOD



A SIDE: God's eventual manifestion on Earth

B SIDE: Heather Wade X the alleged Art Bell svicide

[VC]

AzzStab, as usual, you and Metron are obsessed over Heather Wade's failures and refuse to address her shit. You and Metron love eating her shit witch-bitch lies and thrive on attacking anyone that legitimately critiques her. Are you and Metron her secret s-he witch lovers? Such unending devotion! Hope you get your threesome.

I think it's hilarious that you skillfully edit out all of my important points and logic that show AB did not consciously with intent commit suicide, which was exactly why the coroners report was the opposite of what Heater alleges.

You don't deal in facts. You deal in lies. You deal in deception. You're mentally ill and are constantly irresponsible in your own mental health treatment. And, yes, you threaten to murder people in your podcasts, and you admit to killing someone with a disability in Indonesia with you fleeing the country for having done that.

I wonder what your shrink or psychologist would think of your podcasts and posts here and at your shitty doxxer hate forum? Would they continue to treat you as a legitimate patient, or, also, consider reporting you to the police for your admitted killing someone by beating, and, also, threatening future criminal acts to commit murder of your chosen victims noted in your podcasts.

No one has threatened you with any crime. You would be investigated in the USA (and by many EU countries and the UK Commonwealth countries) and possibly prosecuted for these criminal admissions of yours already.

Being mentally ill does NOT excuse you for these admitted crimes and ongoing criminal threats, and, in fact, that will draw more attention to yourself. Plenty of mentally ill people like you (and Metron) do commit criminal acts like this and admit such things online. Stupid is as stupid does.

I know for a fact that your shrink and psychologist are obligated both professionally and legally to report you for what you're doing in your podcasts and what you're posting online here and at your forum. You're deceiving both of them about your online abuse threatening violence and murder of innocent people with your admissions of serious criminal behavior and criminal acts. Go get real help for your mental illness, otherwise you'll just keep coming closer to going to jail and/or harming yourself and other innocent people.

You generate no sympathy from me by cutting yourself x-times on your podcasts and your constant obsession of self-suicide drawings for every podcast. Nice Sympathy Play to generate more sympathy for yourself! Such victimhood. Until you show all your podcasts and posts to your therapist and shrink for proper treatment, evaluation and referral, FUCK YOU (Mentally Ill) ASSHOLE CRIMINAL. Go get real help for what you're doing online, otherwise you will continue to be an "escapee" criminal mental "untreated" patient.

[Corona Kitty]

Would love to hear a podcast about your computer art background. What were your initial interests? Comics? Computer art programs? Gaming graphics? Freelancing for ? Underground subversive? You're gifted, but why hide your talented background and be so mysterious? You already "outed" yourself as a gender bender killer, publish your teenage selfies, so what's to hide now?

When are you going on End of Days? When will you co-host with Metron?

Suggestion: Quit CC Heater by reading someone else's text/ideas. Too scripted. Boring.

To be honest, I don't find him to be fascinating. I think he's okay right where he's at.

[AZZERAE]

AURAKORE



F I R S T   /   S E C O N D

[VC]

Again, you and Metron go after anyone critiquing Heater. It's a real deception of lies and hate on both your parts. And, yes, Metron suffers from mental illness, though quite different in diagnosis than yours.

No. I have no intention of reporting you to the police or your shrink/psychologist, dumb ass! You and Metron are hate/murder promoters and doxxers. Much of what you've both done at your shared forum and podcasts is sanction and enact extreme hatred, criminal violence, and doxxing. You're both the worst kind of witch bitches. And, by being this violent, you are attracting such like minded violent people to act criminally on your behalf too. You're both extreme online abusers claiming victimhood for yourselves and Heater.

The fact you admitted to committing violent crimes that have landed you in jail multiple times is NOT creative license. You're a repeat offender boasting about your jail time. Neither is your violent mental illness, so you are not a harmless, innocent, peaceful victim using creative license, a rap warrior, to hide behind and threaten people with death threats directed at BG/EG members you want dead.

Also, as an example of your continuous lying and deceptions, including your Aurakore podcast today, I wrote: "I wonder what your shrink or psychologist would think of your podcasts and posts here and at your shitty doxxer hate forum? Would they continue to treat you as a legitimate patient, or, also, consider reporting you to the police for your admitted killing someone by beating, and, also, threatening future criminal acts to commit murder of your chosen victims noted in your podcasts."

Note the bold text, dumb ass, and this is why they can report you. You constantly selectively make deceptive lying comments that ignore what I actually wrote and meant. Try to improve your comprehension skills, but you won't because you enjoy being a subversive liar.

On an entirely different and positive subject, acknowledging your drawing talent, you mentioned that all your artwork is originally not done on computer software, but all your podcast art seems to be transitioned into some software drawing program too. How do you do these transitions from pencil/India ink? At what point do you add colors -on paper (with what) or just in software? I'm sincerely interested in your artwork background, since this is where your real talent lies. I'm not trying to doxx you online for any purpose, but I want everyone to know this is what you and Metron do repeatedly! Bitches!

I despise you for allowing Metron to use your account here on BG after he was banned here! Prick.

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Why won't Metron come on your podcast? You must interview Metron! Bwahahahaha! Metron is your greatest supporter online, defends Heater as a mad frothing rabid skunk, as you do too, and does 99%+ of the Walls of Text on your forum. Metron is your Safe Space. What a total and complete coward Metron is! Typical hater doxxer!

Why don't you at least call into the Gabcast Metron? You fucking retard.

[aldousburbank]

Again, you and Metron go after anyone critiquing Heater. It's a real deception of lies and hate on both your parts. And, yes, Metron suffers from mental illness, though quite different in diagnosis than yours.

No. I have no intention of reporting you to the police or your shrink/psychologist, dumb ass! You and Metron are hate/murder promoters and doxxers. Much of what you've both done at your shared forum and podcasts is sanction and enact extreme hatred, criminal violence, and doxxing. You're both the worst kind of witch bitches. And, by being this violent, you are attracting such like minded violent people to act criminally on your behalf too. You're both extreme online abusers claiming victimhood for yourselves and Heater.

The fact you admitted to committing violent crimes that have landed you in jail multiple times is NOT creative license. You're a repeat offender boasting about your jail time. Neither is your violent mental illness, so you are not a harmless, innocent, peaceful victim using creative license, a rap warrior, to hide behind and threaten people with death threats directed at BG/EG members you want dead.

Also, as an example of your continuous lying and deceptions, including your Aurakore podcast today, I wrote: "I wonder what your shrink or psychologist would think of your podcasts and posts here and at your shitty doxxer hate forum? Would they continue to treat you as a legitimate patient, or, also, consider reporting you to the police for your admitted killing someone by beating, and, also, threatening future criminal acts to commit murder of your chosen victims noted in your podcasts."

Note the bold text, dumb ass, and this is why they can report you. You constantly selectively make deceptive lying comments that ignore what I actually wrote and meant. Try to improve your comprehension skills, but you won't because you enjoy being a subversive liar.

On an entirely different and positive subject, acknowledging your drawing talent, you mentioned that all your artwork is originally not done on computer software, but all your podcast art seems to be transitioned into some software drawing program too. How do you do these transitions from pencil/India ink? At what point do you add colors -on paper (with what) or just in software? I'm sincerely interested in your artwork background, since this is where your real talent lies. I'm not trying to doxx you online for any purpose, but I want everyone to know this is what you and Metron do repeatedly! Bitches!

I despise you for allowing Metron to use your account here on BG after he was banned here! Prick.

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Why won't Metron come on your podcast? You must interview Metron! Bwahahahaha! Metron is your greatest supporter online, defends Heater as a mad frothing rabid skunk, as you do too, and does 99%+ of the Walls of Text on your forum. Metron is your Safe Space. What a total and complete coward Metron is! Typical hater doxxer!

Why don't you at least call into the Gabcast Metron? You fucking retard.

There’s so much for me to love in this post. Extra points for the viv and vigor of VC’s expressions of disgust. I am particularly fond of the sudden turn into complimenting azz’s artistry, a couple of tech questions about that, then the follow through to a tight finish with a classic “you fucking retard.”  Respect.

[MV/Liberace!]

So Azzerae lied to me? Say it ain't so!

[AZZERAE]

So Azzerae lied to me? Say it ain't so!

A liar is alleging I lied. Seems legit.

[MV/Liberace!]

A liar is alleging I lied. Seems legit.

So the screen cap he took from your site never existed?

[VC]

So the screen cap he took from your site never existed?

That post is still there as of now. But, maybe it will be altered or deleted soon, so I'll show the entire post below too.

I think their forum has malware and is a hacker/doxxer site, so I don't recommend anyone going and reading there. But, if so inclined, here is the link to that post having the screen cap. Note the post number to verify. Here is the entire post w/link to OP underneath at bottom of this post:

Metron

    ||*~the propinquity of moving electrons~*||

Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #1848 on: January 26, 2020, 07:44:16 pm »
Part 2 -

---modern mainstream media----

OK, back we go, you need to get your emotions under control mate, and certainly you can't seem to manage to make it through a single segment now without sparring with me. This is you feeling and reacting to some perceived control mechanism which exists only in your own mind. So for the final time, because you are repetitive times ten!

1.) I have never once, not a single time blamed YOU for MY being banned at  Bellgab - so shut it! That's utter BULLSHIT mate, and you know it.

2.)If you please, cough up one single citation where I blamed YOU. Not going to happen.

3.) That said, you were kind enough to hand me a login there which MV did take exception to and which got YOU banned - but I took no personal umbrage at that charade being sussed out, in fact I found it to be a rollicking good larf!

3.) If I "fucking find fault with you all the time" does this recent perception (and that it is) numerically and provably eclipse the magical worth I dominantly find in you? Or are you really just a thin-skinned sort?

4.) And just for accuracy, I am NOT the lone participant here that you're allegedly "in the dog box" with, but to prove my point conclusively would necessitate breaking personal email confidentiality which I will not do. Oh well...

5.) Arguments are a critical and sustaining component of "free speech" which is (or was) one your founding principles for Azzgab, am I wrong? Isn't free speech prickly, uncomfortable, hateful, derisive, pornographic, ironic, satirical,  personal, impersonal, really every known permutation of un-controlled??  What can I tell you then, I took your precept at face value - from an American context anyway, as any other would be theoretical.

6.) I'll not be able to "get back into Bellgab" as MV has unambiguously fingerprinted me. Nor would a pseudonym last very long after he or Brig cracked the code. Done is done mate, and MD will never again enter the Octagon with me - he abhors losing.

7.) I have never once coached you to produce podcasts, in fact just the opposite. I expressed concdern to you that you not burn yourself out - so please, end the mendacity on that one too.

8.) I immediately reject the circular logic that you attached to that (having never encouraged you to podcast more) that the reason you don't hang in your own forum is that you're "going to be given shit by (me)" or "guilt tripped" for not podcasting enough  - that's utter horse puckey. And you and anyone reading this knows it. Man...

9.) Sorry I made you angry, but really my only complaint was the higher post count in Ballgrab than here, period, that's all of it. I never begrudged you your focus on the day job, not even once, and you know it. Accusations like that are false and unwelcome. Please don't blame me for things I've not done, rather righteously gig me for those I do!

...now that's free speech!



Actual Post of Metron's Admission of using AzzStab's Login Here -> Warning: Malware/Hacker Doxxer Forum

As usual, AzzStab subversively lies again. Note how AzzStab NEVER challenged Metron's post about 3.) Not being true, so why would s-he deny it now? SATAN? Or, "just" The Vegan Dweeb: Satin. A dragon-breathing queen gender bender bending the truth?

[Dr. MD MD]

I think their forum has malware and is a hacker/doxxer site, so I don't recommend anyone going and reading there. But, if so inclined, here is the link to that post having the screen cap. Note the post number to verify. Here is the entire post w/link underneath at bottom of this post:

Metron

    ||*~the propinquity of moving electrons~*||

Re: AZZERAE'S WORLD (PODCAST DISCUSSION)
« Reply #1848 on: January 26, 2020, 07:44:16 pm »
Part 2 -

---modern mainstream media----

OK, back we go, you need to get your emotions under control mate, and certainly you can't seem to manage to make it through a single segment now without sparring with me. This is you feeling and reacting to some perceived control mechanism which exists only in your own mind. So for the final time, because you are repetitive times ten!

1.) I have never once, not a single time blamed YOU for MY being banned at  Bellgab - so shut it! That's utter BULLSHIT mate, and you know it.

2.)If you please, cough up one single citation where I blamed YOU. Not going to happen.

3.) That said, you were kind enough to hand me a login there which MV did take exception to and which got YOU banned - but I took no personal umbrage at that charade being sussed out, in fact I found it to be a rollicking good larf!

3.) If I "fucking find fault with you all the time" does this recent perception (and that it is) numerically and provably eclipse the magical worth I dominantly find in you? Or are you really just a thin-skinned sort?

4.) And just for accuracy, I am NOT the lone participant here that you're allegedly "in the dog box" with, but to prove my point conclusively would necessitate breaking personal email confidentiality which I will not do. Oh well...

5.) Arguments are a critical and sustaining component of "free speech" which is (or was) one your founding principles for Azzgab, am I wrong? Isn't free speech prickly, uncomfortable, hateful, derisive, pornographic, ironic, satirical,  personal, impersonal, really every known permutation of un-controlled??  What can I tell you then, I took your precept at face value - from an American context anyway, as any other would be theoretical.

6.) I'll not be able to "get back into Bellgab" as MV has unambiguously fingerprinted me. Nor would a pseudonym last very long after he or Brig cracked the code. Done is done mate, and MD will never again enter the Octagon with me - he abhors losing.

7.) I have never once coached you to produce podcasts, in fact just the opposite. I expressed concdern to you that you not burn yourself out - so please, end the mendacity on that one too.

8.) I immediately reject the circular logic that you attached to that (having never encouraged you to podcast more) that the reason you don't hang in your own forum is that you're "going to be given shit by (me)" or "guilt tripped" for not podcasting enough  - that's utter horse puckey. And you and anyone reading this knows it. Man...

9.) Sorry I made you angry, but really my only complaint was the higher post count in Ballgrab than here, period, that's all of it. I never begrudged you your focus on the day job, not even once, and you know it. Accusations like that are false and unwelcome. Please don't blame me for things I've not done, rather righteously gig me for those I do!

...now that's free speech!



Actual Post of Metron's Admission of using AzzStab's Login Here -> Warning: Malware/Hacker Doxxer Forum

As usual, AzzStab subversively lies again. Note how AzzStab NEVER challenged Metron's post about 3.) Not being true, so why would he deny it now? SATAN? Or, "just" The Vegan Dweeb: Satin.

What’s really crazy about that post is that metron seems
to think he’s won in our exchanges here. 

[AZZERAE]

[AZZERAE]

VC, do you have the cojones to co-host a GabCast with me? Give it some thought, if you will.

LET VR FVCKIN NVTS HANG

[Enard P Farkwark]

LET VR FVCKIN NVTS HANG

You suck. I still think you’re a second rate terrorist wannabe. How’s the mud hut?

[VC]

Why be such an obvious liar? I posted the entire context of what Metron wrote, just above is its entire post, and not just a snippet. It clearly shows both you bitches bitching at each other about you posting here. It clearly shows Metron says you allowed him to use your login here, so he could post in your account too. Certainly, Metron did that to post here after being banned, as that bitch admits itself it's what got you banned here! You did NOT deny or dispute what Metron wrote with your reply there. I don't wonder why. Bwahahahaha!

What's to lie AzzStab, but you and your constant lies with Metron too! You both certainly perversely persistently enjoy fucking with MV/Liberace!'s good will to allow you to be here. You're one and the same rabid skunks sharing accounts, and you both got caught doing it at EG too! Banned at both forums. LOL.

Here is the entire context:

Metron's Entire Post Admitting It Used Your AzzStab Login Account at BG

So, AzzStab, the entire context was given before you posted your typical witchy bitchy lies "tooc".

Nothing was taken out of context, even you being deceptive to deny its truth, as per your usual bitchcraft MO. Congrats! Brown Spot On!

[AZZERAE]

AKASHIKARI



ONE / TWO / THREE / FOUR / FIVE

TOPICS

I: Antipsychotic-stimulant interactions / Death to the Ibis / Journal entries

II: Gnomes & nature spirits / The Making of the Stars / Children's Letters to God

III: Religiosity & mental illness / Bhagavad Gita / The Abomination of Desolation & its martyrs

IV: Artists manifesto / BellGab news / Beef & drama

V: Ascended Masters / The Nature of the Soul / The upcoming GabCast

Show notes:

The Virgin Mary appears to thousands (captured on camera) / Marian Apparitions of the 20th Century (video footage)

The The milk miracle that brought India to a standstill - BBC News / Ganesha drinking milk miracle

Lord Shiva statue drinks offering of milk / Lord Shiva blinks his eyes during Pakshal / Weeping statues

[AZZERAE]

...

TLDR

[AZZERAE]

I...think

[DynamoHum]

Azz, I don’t think the GabCast is going to be a psyop. If it is .. I missed out on the memo about that. I am open to people’s opinions and thoughts, and I think your stance on her will be very interesting. However, you do need to think carefully about whether or not it will be the right thing for you to do if you are worried about it. You have been in a good (as far as I can tell) headspace the last week or so, so if the GC will affect that then absolutely don’t do it. We’re both Marmite characters on BG, love or hate, agree or disagree...there isn’t a lot of middle ground, that could be the thing that makes it so interesting!

Do what is right for you.

[Dr. MD MD]

Azz, I don’t think the GabCast is going to be a psyop. If it is .. I missed out on the memo about that. I am open to people’s opinions and thoughts, and I think your stance on her will be very interesting. However, you do need to think carefully about whether or not it will be the right thing for you to do if you are worried about it. You have been in a good (as far as I can tell) headspace the last week or so, so if the GC will affect that then absolutely don’t do it. We’re both Marmite characters on BG, love or hate, agree or disagree...there isn’t a lot of middle ground, that could be the thing that makes it so interesting!

Do what is right for you.

Marmite characters?

[DynamoHum]

Marmite characters?

Marmite is a foodstuff in the UK, I think it’s probably available in SA. People either love it or hate it... there is no middle ground. Check out YouTube of people trying Marmite for the first time.

[Corona Kitty]

You have been in a good (as far as I can tell) headspace the last week or so

Lol right.

[Dr. MD MD]

Marmite is a foodstuff in the UK, I think it’s probably available in SA. People either love it or hate it... there is no middle ground. Check out YouTube of people trying Marmite for the first time.

Oh, I know what it is. I just wasn’t clear on the context. I get it now.

[Dr. MD MD]

Marmite is a foodstuff in the UK, I think it’s probably available in SA. People either love it or hate it... there is no middle ground. Check out YouTube of people trying Marmite for the first time.

BTW, I’ve always preferred Vegemite to Marmite but I hardly ever see Vegemite for sale here.

[DynamoHum]

BTW, I’ve always preferred Vegemite to Marmite but I hardly ever see Vegemite for sale here.

Hurt and confused by that comment Siiiiiir.

[Dr. MD MD]

Hurt and confused by that comment Siiiiiir.

Just being honest. I would ask for a bite of a Vegemite sandwich but not a Marmite sandwich.

[DynamoHum]

Just being honest. I would ask for a bite of a Vegemite sandwich but not a Marmite sandwich.

I have the cut of your jib now!