I simply do not find it plausible that this has been going on for years without my noticing until this week.
This isn't the usual kind of thing that I go searching for--my tastes tend to run on a different level, shall we say. Nevertheless, I simply do not find it to be plausible that I have not found this particular category of media before--there was a time when I searched for "Freemasons" on the YouTube, every day, every hour, all the time.
Look, look, read, read--I had a lot of free time on my hands at some points, okay? Don't hate me because I'm beautiful.