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Im not 25 any more and women i meet are always in the store or with a gf.

Hard to find someone unattached.

I should have dumped kathy after mother died and she wrecked ( not her fault ) 2nd prius. Mostly stayed with her out of loyalty and obligation. Not much love there.

Only thing that gnaws at me is for the first time ever she didn't tell me to go get fucked face to face. No chance to explain and no closure.

I still love the damn woman in my own way and the loneliness really gets to me.

One Sewergabber female said she thought this breakup hit me harder than people think and she was absolutely right.


Im tired...this is embarassing... of whacking off to relieve tension too.

Those who say i make stuff up are full of it.
Raoul E Desvernine was not only anti FDR he was very anti Castro.

Castro is dead. May he rot in hell for all eternity.

His nephew was an FBI agent who went to Desvernine's office in DC & I remember how there was talk of the friendship between Desvernine the attorney and J. Edgar Hoover when I would sit in Desvernine's study in DC as a child.

His nephew refers to RAD by name.

I know a lot about this family and knew the man as did my Mother.

The nephew is quoted in interviews about the FBI and Hoover.

Even after his stroke Desvernine smoked very pungent Cuban cigars. I thought they smelled awful at the time.

Where in the hell does Drone come off saying that the Circle as a whole ( or in part )  is supporting me financially at this time ?
No one except Justin sent me a dime since before Alien Con even when I've been totally without food and had to eat bread, refried beans or NOTHING for dinner for days !
Because of my eating dressing that had too much turkey fat in it, I was sick all night saturday and sunday.
I ate bread for dinner sunday partly because my stomach and colon couldn't handle anything else and partly because thats all I had to eat.
I had horrible diarrhea and cramps for 2 days.
I ran out of coffee on sunday except for a bit of instant and one keurig pod and tp today.
Luckily I have lots of napkins.

Thanks to the soup kitchen, tonight I had bread, vegetarian soup with green beans, and ate two cans of pineapple as I'd been craving fruit for days.
Paul has sent me $43 which I have sent him a check to repay.
That is the only money I've received from anyone in weeks except Paul.
NO Circle member has sent me a dime.
I even ran out of money to pay my rent this month and food because I had too many bills and interest on Kathy loans I took out when she got evicted last year to pay off.
Paul helped out with that as a gift including food and dry cat food money.

Drone, stop acting as if YOU know everything about me because you don't and quit releasing information on Sewergab about me that is not true.
If it does not come direct from me it didn't happen.
After this revelation, there's no damned way I wish to talk to Drone.
Saying that people 500 and under use those carts implies that I weigh that and thats the reason i use the carts.
I've shown digital readouts of my weight ( which either get ignored or photoshopped by Sewergabbers ) repeatedly.
Last weight was 343. My high weight was 375, after 2 years of a massive sinus infection that almost killed me.
My weight before I fractured my knee was 260. I gained 75 pounds because I was on crutches for a year. And another 30 from being bedridden.
Somewhere in here I have an old id that shows my weight as 260.

I use the damned chair because :

A) My left foot is permanently partially paralyzed and I can't stand on it.

B) My left ankle is swollen and has yet to be repaired.

C) My right knee has a torn meniscus and broken cartilage floating under it that causes it to swell up.

D) My spine has 2 crushed discs at the base and it presses down on these discs and the sciatic nerve.
This causes the parralysis and severe pain and is another reason why I ride the wheelchair.

E) By the end of the day, or after prolonged walking, my joints, ankles, knees fill with fluid and walking becomes very painful.
When the left foot is VERY numb, I can't feel my foot and cant feel where it is and lose control of walking and direction.

THAT, and not LAZINESS or being over 500 pounds ( the continual bs canard first started on SF Redbook ) is WHY I use an electric wheelchair.

The longer I walk, the more difficult and painful it becomes TO walk !

My back also hurts as does my toes, and right leg because of the sciatic nerve problem.

I shop at Walmart for 2 reasons.

It's cheaper than anywhere else for the items I need like cat food, toilet paper, cleaning supplies, laundry soap, etc.

And I'm still a small stockholder in the company from years ago.
A few shares.

And no government check has been lost because I don't get a physical check.
My benefits get direct deposited. I haven't gotten a paper check for years.
Drone ( like Little Chris ) acts as if he's my official spokesman.
He's not.
He does not speak for me nor was he authorized to speak for me about my finances.
But this kind of stuff is why I don't trust him or his total lack of judgement when he openly discusses the Cabal knowing that my emails are ( apparently being read ) and making unilateral statements about me and outright falsehoods about recent circle support.

SWT hasn't sent me a dime.
His wife is upset over my treatment of the Circle with the fake network and wouldn't send me a dollar if I had to use a phone to call an ambulance she's that mad at me, even though she has NEVER interacted with me.
She COULD help but doesn't even want to hear anything about Sewergab and thinks that I am also a sewergabber when I, SWT, and Drone are their chief victims.
This attitude hurts my feelings.
I acted wrongly towards the circle but was being pressured to do so by the fake network.
I get tarred with guilt by association when I personally haven't posted on there for months except by proxy.
I inly state this so people know the truth and know that SWT is not presently a financial benefactor and not to betray a confidence.
If this upsets SWT & his wife, my apologies.

The fake networks " Alicia " sent me an email last week ( despite hers and drones supposedly bring blocked by gmail ) saying " she " was coming up here with her girlfriends to visit Napa ( not sure if it was for tourism or to enter the state hospital as a patient, where my Mother once worked as a psychiatric nurse ) and that she was going to stop by to visit me in person.

Well, like Little Chris coming here to take me to the cottage he didn't have built on his  father's holdings in Mendecino-by-the-sea ( which LC claimed wasn't on the coast ), and then HE didn't show up; the phony " alicia " was a no show as well.

Neither has Gerry who has dropped off the radar and ignores all sent to him.

Drone hasn't sent me any money.
Neither has Themis.
And Justin sent me money for Alien Con ( twice ) for which I thank him.
But there have been absolutely NO funds sent to me by anyone since except Paul.

And I wouldn't use a selfie stick except to shove it up HW's, MV's, or Grub's ass.
The other trolls and cabal members will have to stand in line though I might make big 🤑 on Ebay selling it because some of the Cabal would want to either sniff the essence of their troll queen Heather or lick off the juices and muskiness.
I'd need a HUGE one and a plunger to shove one up MV's whale like ass and earplugs to shove it up Grub for her snoreeen song would put me to sleep forever.

As for DPS, he's had his head shoved up his ass for years so no selfie stick needed.
Its his natural habitat.

He does it because he is a treacherous son of a bitch with no honor who sells defective computers to the unsuspecting.
But I hope her enjoys his temporary victory.
I control a venue more powerful than he and his minions can imagine.
This is last post you will see from me here.
Take care my friend.
Death to the troll master !

Quote from: chefist on May 22, 2016, 09:15:41 PM
Interesting, but I was accused of being BJM the other day. Lol

I think everyone except ME has been suspected of being BJM or Daggit.

Quote from: DigitalPigSnuggler on May 22, 2016, 09:07:15 PM
Oh, don't listen to Daggit.  He's a pious moralist who demands that nobody can do certain things because they are WRONG -- except him.  He's a fucking hypocrite and a nobody.

As if there aren't any pious moralists on here.
Or stalkers for that matter.

The picture below definitely applies to Bellgab IF you substitute the words The Media and put in Bellgab.

Quote from: MR. Spock on May 22, 2016, 05:58:20 PM
I think that you need a lawyer for the back pay george.

Yeah, like that's gonna work.

Quote from: MR. Spock on May 22, 2016, 05:55:20 PM
I do have to wonder if MV is paying Falkie to bring traffic to this forum?

If he was I could fix his not working laptop but he isn't.
I've asked him for a piece of the action but he's refused.

You just keep wondering about that as others wonder about you and your derangement.

Quote from: username on May 22, 2016, 04:13:08 PM
I had no intentions to upset you George, the trolls are always on high alert if they know you are on the horizon.

Well, intentions or not withstanding, it sure as hell pissed me off, didn't it ?

What you SHOULD have done before hand was told Chefist NOT to call in, and you didn't.

So you lost an opportunity to perhaps have some good radio instead of a click and dead air.

The video of my hosting EOD has over 400 views.

Don't care how many Crapist has gotten.

Pity there's no anti troll missle.

Quote from: MR. Spock on May 22, 2016, 04:08:23 PM
Cosmic Hobo is butthurt and he said that he is going to take me down. he has called me SR-71. As many of the long time posters here knows the true about me. Yes in the past I did had used many other users names but I only uses one user name here. So cosmic hobo go fuck yourself because MV already knows the truth about me.

He knows you hang around the glory holes for the dyslexic & grammar challenged and put your dick in the hole and yell out " ME SUCK ! " ?

Quote from: Rally Squirrel on May 22, 2016, 01:56:38 PM
I have not spoken down to him so no, I am not condescending to him.

He makes his poor and criminal choices with a sound mind.

Just what criminal choices am I making at the present time, stalker ?

Answer :

None.

To those who keep saying I should go back to work, hear this :

I now have two crushed disks at the base of my spine.
This was told to me in February by my doctor.
I stood for about 20 minutes cleaning out shelves in my refrigerator and talking to Kathy.
When I got done my lower back was severely in pain.
I then walked to go to the bank and to feed my Orangey cat late yesterday afternoon.
When I got to where Orangey was, I could barely walk and as the evening went on it got worse to where I was shuffling and barely able to walk.
I am receiving nothing for the pain and will see next month if physical therapy will help or not.

This is for those who are so deluded as to think and to keep bringing up the bs that I am either a fraud or should go back to work.

As to my seeking " attention ", well, of course I am.

Attention gets me views.

Even the trolls, haters and stalkers watch my videos.

A lot of you waited in chat last night to hear me.

The troll Spock saw me come in under a different handle and announced it was me.
Later he inboxed me with insults.
The evil Little Chris said he called the asshole Crapist and said they were laughing their asses off at me.
I am having the last laugh.
EOD claims they did not know Crapist was calling in the show yet I have received inboxes and emails saying people felt the whole thing was fishy and suspicious.
I did not fall into their trap and disappointed the trolls and the evil Crapist.
Little Crap & Mr. Spock's inboxes are now being deleted unread.
Just keep wasting your time in writing them.

I'm at the point that I don't know what in the hell to believe on here any more.
The troll Mister Spock just pm'ed me that cosmic hobo uses a separate handle to attack me and insulted me over my computer skills saying Skype on the Mac is the same as on a PC ( it's not ) and calling me a loser and the usual bs as well ( his post was deleted ) and Little Chris told me he called that jerk Chefist and that they were " laughing their asses off at me. "

I've never fully trusted Little Chris and am convinced he is up to more no good than good when it comes to me.
I told him not to write me anymore, for all the good it will do.

G*d, I really hate these people.

Quote from: MR. Spock on May 22, 2016, 12:21:51 AM
He did post that he went to american river college and got a "computer science degree" and its also on his google plus account that he went to american river college.

Get your facts correct troll.
I majored in computer science.
I never said I got a degree in it.
And I know know better to tell anyone ( with notable exceptions ) on here anything in confidence.
As for Chefist, Cosmic Hobo predicted the the EOD hosts would sandbag me by having that asshole call in if I called in and he was exactly right.
Sorry to disappoint those of who who were eagerly waiting to see him make either a fool out of me or spout his lies or slander again.
I will NEVER call in again if he is involved and probably won't anyway just on general principles.

The host of End of Days Radio and Little Chris and others asked me to call in because it was their 100th show. I could not call in because someone kept repeatedly calling in.
When I finally got through and was NFL on briefly, that asshole Chefist called in.
I wished them a good night and hung up.
Cosmic Hobo told me that they would attempt to sandbag me and he was absolutely right.
I messaged them to NEVER again ask me to call or host IF Chefist is involved in any capacity.
I've had quite enough aggravation from that troll.
Little Chris asked me to call back in and I told him no.
I will not be publicly humiliated or expose myself to someone like Chefist live on the air.
Ever.

Kathy called me with the latest on the Ratty Patty car situation.
We're both laughing about how truly dumb Patty can be.
Ratty Patty video in a few minutes.

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I got industrious and cleaned out all the old grape jelly, ketchup, mustard, etc. containers on the top shelf of my fridge.

( The shelf just has sealed Safeway brand small water bottles on it now. ).

Washed out the mustard etc. bottles & jars and recycled them.

My bad back didn't like it that I was standing there so long while cooking breakfast and talking to Kathy.

Little Chris just piped in DEMANDING that I call in to EOD and be all angry and pissed off or he will be bored.
He doesn't LIKE it when I publish his pm's to me.
Well, I don't like it when he or people make DEMANDS of me.
So he shall get his wish as I mention him.
Count on it.
I am not Mr. Schock Jock.
I was going to call in and wish them well.

People have this strange idea that I am getting PAID for my podcast appearances.
Unless you're a national name like Leo Laporte or Kim Kommodo who have product placement, most podcast make little or no money.
I'm not at that level yet to get paid my my guest hosting duties.
I will remind you once again that MV does not pay guest hosts either.
Perhaps one day I could be in a picture like the one below.👍😀
And it would be MY money.

Quote from: VENUS FIREBALL XL5 on May 21, 2016, 05:39:38 AM
Awe that is so nice of White Crow...He is a good man.

Yes he is.
I'd like to meet him and Mrs. Crow one day.

PayPal transferred the $20 refund to my bank account just now.

Yay !🤑😀

White Crow's money is being transferred.

Now my kitties won't starve.🐱😺😻😸😽

Just went down and fed them.

Was down to 2 cans.

Mama Cat and Kitten now let me pet them every time they see me.
No sign of Papa Cat.

Quote from: VENUS FIREBALL XL5 on May 21, 2016, 05:46:38 AM
Looks like one from Bedrock.  Patty & Kathy will have to use their feet just like Fred & Wilma...🐾🐾

My favorite with that was when Wilma & Betty were going to the mall and everyone had to lift the bus and run with it.

Kathy loves the Flintstones.
We tried to buy the Dino & Fred shown below once but bidding went to $400 as I recall.

The brontosaurus is my favorite dinosaur.
I refuse to call it by its new name.
Kathy loves T Rex's.

I attended that World's Fair.
It was a lot of fun and a lot of walking.

Quote from: VENUS FIREBALL XL5 on May 20, 2016, 01:06:02 PM
BEST TO YOU WHITE CROW,  I don't feel sorry for you though, staying in 5 star hotels.  My kinda guy . . .

5 star hotels & his wife keeps him prisoner and starving.
Sad.

Ratty Patty's potential next cars.

Trading up ?😱😜

Alan Young, star of Mr. Ed and the film The Time Machine, has died at the age of 96.
RIP.
I really liked him.
I watched Mr. Ed every week in its original run and thought it was great fun & I've seen The Time Machine several times.

And David Hasselhoff is broke.

Quote from: SixWeekTenure(tm) on May 20, 2016, 01:32:50 PM
Someone has sent me the list of names that the production company want to play Baby Falkie, depending on the size of the budget:

Jorge Garcia
John Goodman
Val Kilmer
Mark Addy
Faizon Love
Melissa McCarthy
Brendan Gleeson
Nick Frost
Wayne Knight
Bruce Vilanch
Gemma Collins
Fat Joe
Josh Mostel
Lena Dunham

I do NOT understand this.
I must be the ONLY one who can't find out WHAT this mysterious production company is.

I googled it and used Bing and the only reference save a show called Kickin' It on Disney comes straight to Bellgab.

I think someone is pranking me and everyone else on this.

When I go to SF it will be time for me to plow through back issues of Variety or the Hollywood Reporter.
Or I will just call them on Monday.

Since I offhandedly mentioned this in a question to Little Chris, he has dropped off the radar.

I suspect that this is his evil Machiavellian handiwork.

Either that or the agents of Fu Manchu or Wo Fat.

Quote from: Open Lines Gerry on May 20, 2016, 01:41:36 PM
Bruce Vilanch as Baby Falkie, with Lena Dunham as Kathy, would be an impressive combination of talent!

And prospective list also includes the Los Angeles Philharmonic Orchestra and their pick of any one of the 47,000 homeless people said to inhabit LA as well.😡😡😡🤑🤑🤑😠😠😠🙄🙄🙄

Don't care for Bruce Vilanch ( not because he's gay but because he creeps me out ) and never heard of Lena Dunham.

Quote from: SixWeekTenure(tm) on May 20, 2016, 12:56:40 PM
To give further insight into the John Goodman scoop, apparently it wasn't him that was in talks about doing the voice work for Kickin' it with Baby Falkie [working title], only that the production company behind the project had a short list of names they would like to play the part. No formal request was ever made to the Gersh Agency regarding John Goodman. With that in mind, it's possible that the Baby Falkie cartoon still lives and that your intellectual property is being ripped off. I'm impressed by your investigative skills, Master, and I'll do my part to track these scumbags down. You have my word.

The game is afoot and I shall not rest until the evil doers are punished for their rights crime !

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In the meantime a second evil dentist refused to pull my infected tooth so Monday I call my doctor to have him call me and then he will call to UCSF dentistry school and see if they will pull my tooth without paying the extortion money of $ 425 !
My tooth, gums, jaw and cheek bones were hurting all night last night and the tooth & socket have been bad & rotting since February.
I am pissed.


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PayPal finally refunded the money for the bad microphone and they have agreed to give me $20 for overdrawing my bank account.

White Crow was kind enough to donate money for my cat food as a gift

Breaking news alert received in my email ! :


https://www.yahoo.com/news/frozen-food-recall-covers-hundreds-items-many-stores-053104744.html?ref=gs&soc_src=mail&soc_trk=ma

Frozen food recall covers hundreds of items from many stores
[DAVID PITT]
May 20, 2016

DES MOINES, Iowa (AP) â€" Amid a massive frozen foods recall involving millions of packages of fruits and vegetables that were shipped to all 50 U.S. states, Canada and Mexico, authorities who want to stem the listeria-linked illnesses and deaths worry it'll be difficult to get consumers to dig through their freezers and check for products they may have bought as far back as 2014.

It's one of the largest food recalls in recent memory, with well over 400 products from CRF Frozen Foods in Pasco, Washington, sold under more than 40 different brand names at major retailers like Costco, Target, Trader Joe's and Safeway. So far, eight people have been sickened by listeria that's genetically similar to that found in CRF vegetables, and two have died, though listeria was not the primary cause of death.

"Unquestionably, this is a lot of product. ... It reflects the severity of listeria as an illness, the long duration of illnesses and the outbreak and the long shelf life of the products," said Matthew Wise, who leads the outbreak response team at the federal Centers for Disease Control and Prevention.

The initial recall started April 22, covering 11 frozen vegetable products. On May 2, CRF expanded it to include all of its frozen organic and traditional fruit and vegetable products manufactured or processed at its Washington plant since May 1, 2014. Thanks to recently developed whole-genome sequencing of food-contaminating bacteria, the Food and Drug Administration and CDC found that the listeria bacteria found in the blood of a person sickened in 2013 is genetically similar to the listeria tied to the recall.

"The idea is that it's possible that it could be linked to this plant as far back as that because of the match. As a result the company, working with the FDA, decided to do the recall that far back," CRF spokesman Gene Grabowski said.

The CRF plant closed two weeks ago and Grabowski said the company is still trying to pinpoint the source of the contamination.

Wise said he wants consumers to check the online recall lists and discard the products from of their freezers. "Listeriosis always makes us worry because it's such a serious infection," he said. The CDC says listeria is most harmful to adults over 65 with weakened immune systems and pregnant women.

Products were both packaged for sale as individual products and repackaged by places like Piggly Wiggly, Kroger and ConAgra foods as ingredients in a host of other store-brand and private-label products for stores like Trader Joe's and Costco.

Also, retailers including Target and regional distributors such as Midwest grocery chain Hy-Vee Foods have recently recalled products made by Tokyo-based Ajinomoto Windsor due to the company recalling 70 of its Asian variety products that contain CRF vegetables â€" about 47 million pounds worth â€" some of which were also sold in Canada and Mexico.

The FDA and CDC have developed a system to track the genetic makeup of salmonella, listeria and E.coli. Once a food-related illness outbreak is identified, scientists can match the DNA from contaminated food with the bacteria making people sick and potentially trace it to the originating food processing plant.

In this outbreak, of those eight who were sick, six were in California. The two people who died were from Maryland and Washington.

Authorities say it's unclear why there are not more illnesses from listeria. Wise said that the levels of listeria contamination might not be high or may be uneven in the packaged vegetables. Also, the vegetables in the recall are typically cooked before they're eaten, which would kill the bacteria.

The CDC continues to monitor state illness reports for any sign of additional cases, Wise said.

Listeria causes an estimated 1,600 cases of illness each year in the U.S., but just half are reported. About 18 percent of listeriosis patients die.

FDA spokeswoman Lauren Sucher said it's important to follow label directions for cooking frozen foods and to check freezers thoroughly for the products listed on the FDA website .

I forwarded this to Noory and others.
I am certain he will bring it up tonight.

Off to the dentist and hopefully they will pull my tooth.
Have a great day !

Quote from: SixWeekTenure(tm) on May 20, 2016, 12:46:03 PM
There was a donation link saved in my bookmarks that I thought was the one found on your boardhost page but turns out it was for someone known as "The Gal from Pittsburg, OR" (you can imagine how I confused her with your online handle) and my $250 gift is in the wind. I've put in a claim with Paypal but they've told me it could be 7-10 business days or more until they get back to me and try to resolve the issue. Many thanks to the kind BellGab user who will donate to the Orangey fund in the meantime.

Oh, geez.
Sorry about this.

If anyone ever wants to do this in the future, just send it via my email address :

Falkie2013@gmail.com

Sorry you had this problem.

Next month I start leaving $25 in my checking account to build up an emergency fund.

Thanks for making the effort.

I appreciate it and hope you get your money back soon.
It took about a week for paypal to refund my money to Paypal for the defective microphone.

A Bellgabber is donating my cat food money.
Thank him for doing so.
I and the kitties greatly appreciate it.
As time goes on, I won't have to worry about this sort of thing and will ensure I start leaving a cushion in my bank account for emergencies and craziness like Paypal screwing with my bank account.

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My Iphone which I no longer use as a phone has locked up because it keeps asking me to back it up to Icloud ( I hate I cloud ). If anyone has any ideas on how to unlock it, please let me know.
I've tried all the tips on line and nothing works.
It's stuck on the screen that tells me its not been backed up in weeks.

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Quashing of internet rumors and made up bs department for today :

I just got off the phone with The Gersh Agency in Los Angeles.
They represent John Goodman and verified that fact to me.
I told them about the supposed Baby Falkie project.
The woman in the office did a check of all the projects John has in the works and told me that there is NO Baby Falkie project that he is involved in in any capacity.
I told her I love John Goodman and thanked her for her time.

So it is confirmed.

There is NO Baby Falkie project, at least not one involving John Goodman as the voice talent.

It's bullshit.

No one has donated so I can get cat food for my cats.
I will be out of cat food totally by Tuesday and wet food tomorrow.
I need help people !
It's NOT for me.
Please ?

Quote from: SixWeekTenure(tm) on May 19, 2016, 07:53:01 PM
Perhaps the production company supporting the Baby Falkie animation project doesn't have your most recent contact information, could it be as simple as that? Without a talent agency to reach out to, it must be terribly difficult to get in touch with you about new ventures. I'm not sure if this is accurate or not but the same anonymous source that leaked Richard C. Hoagland leaving DMDN told me that Kickin' it with Baby Falkie [working title] is so early in production that they could drop all "Falkie" branding and slot in another YouTube personality (FatBoyGetDown a.k.a. John Assanti) instead. I'll let you know if I can dig anything up regarding that story.

Will the Falkie calendar contain pictures similar to the annual FDNY Calendar of Heroes, or will it be a bit more reserved? Mrs. SixWeekTenure(tm) buys one every year and hangs it above our bed which can be a bit awkward.

If they've watched my videos, my email IS on my channel, my home and mailing address has been posted on the net and it wouldn't be too hard to find me by watching the videos of my balcony.
I don't know if there would be a calendar or not.