Quote from: VC on August 05, 2019, 06:13:44 AM
Nice to know you're finding a way to recovery that is helped with medication that doesn't have bad side-effects. I knew someone that had terrible side-effects from their meds and mental health problems, and they lost their life as a result of their mental illness.
I'm really sorry to hear that. That is very sad.
Quote from: VC on August 05, 2019, 06:13:44 AM
It's important that you keep trying and don't stop taking your meds, because the real problems will come back and get worse if you start cycling in relapses without your meds. You might need different types and doses as you make progress, but just don't give-up and work with your doctors to find the right meds/doses so you can keep on track and not stop. This is most important, seriously.
I agree 100% - I actually have this fear (an apparent delusion), that a group of people will stage an intervention - take away my medication - and then I'll wind up having to experience the things I had to before I got on them ... only at this point is where I'd consider suicide. Its too miserable to live like that again, and my poor family and friends having to endure the volatile nature of my moods is something I don't wish on anyone. Although suicide would hurt them, constant instability on my part affecting everyone around me causes just as much, if not more, incremental pain.
Quote from: VC on August 05, 2019, 06:13:44 AM
Do you recall if you were using multiple accounts here at BG? Care to be open and share about that too?
I've told you many times that I don't use any other accounts. This is a suspicion of yours that I think is fed largely by the fact that I do have enemies (such as Bart Ell and Little Sean), as well as the fact that I believe my account (this very account I'm using) has been hacked into, and used by someone else before. I've been banned once from the forum, but discussed the nature of why with the party concerned, and was satisfied. What is creepy to me is that I don't know who was using my account. Fortunately, it seems safe now.
Quote from: VC on August 05, 2019, 06:13:44 AM
Just curious about alters and sock puppets, as you know I was hassled a lot by an alter/SP Metron2267.
I don't really know if I can trust you, because you've insulted me quite a bit on this board - and that's been unpleasant to say the least. I in fact do not know that Metron hassled you ... I don't remember that at all, truly, VC. Metron was however my friend, but we lost touch when he was banished here, and I had to accept that and move on.
I do have one question for you, which has been asked by others here, that you didn't seem to address. Was that you who called into Heather's show last week about Art's suicide?
I'm not pressuring you to answer, I can't make you ... but I also have my curiosities.
Also, you wrote a post (presumably addressed to me) in which you stated:
Quote from: VC on July 30, 2019, 10:03:25 PM
Having fun trying to log in, @Smoko, @JUT , @Azzerae , @Nazia ?
See what happens when you share your account with known psychotic @26 horses? aka Metron2267
2 mental cases 1 account
Who the fuck are those accounts aside from "Azzerae" in your post, and what makes you loosely associate them with me?
Its deeply disturbing the lengths you go to monitor me ... like really creepy dude. So what gives?
One more thing: are you buddies with Bart Ell? Like, why do you seem to speak for him and represent his version of reality (which is often nonsense) here, at BellGab?
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