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Started by gnooryblows, January 03, 2018, 09:46:10 PM

gnooryblows

julien is so idealistic. i think much of his idealism has yet to be crushed by the weight of the world. almost an enviable position. julien hold on to that for as long as you can cuz the day will come when it leaves and you will become hollowed out broken down shells of a human like me and swishy.

Swishypants

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 02:40:47 AM
julien is so idealistic. i think much of his idealism has yet to be crushed by the weight of the world. almost an enviable position. julien hold on to that for as long as you can cuz the day will come when it leaves and you will become hollowed out broken down shells of a human like me and swishy.

Fuck that! I'm a virgin!

JulianC

Quote from: Swishypants on January 04, 2018, 02:33:21 AM
I wonder where Pud is? Sweating, at the Air Port. Changing his seat to be next to the small black child!
FUCKING LOL!

gnooryblows

he is cute when he comes on here and he is like "i'm gonna stop the pedophiles" and you can tell that in his mind doing the right thing and making the world a better place really matters. i'm not even lying bro i envy you in a lot of ways. i could, and actually have, watched people get murdered in the street and it just didn't even register to me to the point where i would ever even think about doing something about it. i'm just like "oh yup, there's people dying, that's what always happens in life. where's my soda?".


gnooryblows

if you came on here tomorrow julien and told me that you shot up an old folks home full of old people or something like that i'd just be like "oh really? damn bro. hey you got any more of those cool music suggestions?"

JulianC

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 02:34:43 AM
i dunno he is fuckin' gay. he won't stay and talk. he just blows in says his stupid shit then disappears. for fucks sake, you'd think if someone disagrees so vehemently and is so emotionally affected by the things you're saying that they'd want to stay and continue to dialogue or some shit. i don't understand the mentality of people who just turn away from things. i'm not like that and never have been.
Maybe because his is you know.British snob
Fuck him.He is undesirable and not reasonable. Parasite.

gnooryblows

you can tell julien is from 4chan cuz he really cares about stuff. people on 4chan are despised and derided by all of society. they do what they do and believe what they believe because they would rather focus on what's real and have integrity and stuff like that, rather than just sell out for some cheap social currency that's conferred to them from being a perfect little progressive democrat, and believing everything that their society stupidly tells them to believe. so honestly julien, i really respect that about you. i'm that way too in a lot of ways, honestly, even though i think the difference between you and me is that i probably consciously know that i'm being a sucker and try to stop myself, often to no avail though.

JulianC

Quote from: Swishypants on January 04, 2018, 02:40:46 AM
Nah, you have to learn to be the sacrificial lamb eventually. Ease into it like an old man sinking into warm bath...in a cauldron...with niggers dancing all around him!

lol, the fucking punch line just killed me laughing lol

Swishypants

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 02:49:01 AM
you can tell julien is from 4chan cuz he really cares about stuff. people on 4chan are despised and derided by all of society. they do what they do and believe what they believe because they would rather focus on what's real and have integrity and stuff like that, rather than just sell out for some cheap social currency that's conferred to them from being a perfect little progressive democrat, and believing everything that their society stupidly tells them to believe. so honestly julien, i really respect that about you. i'm that way too in a lot of ways, honestly, even though i think the difference between you and me is that i probably consciously know that i'm being a sucker and try to stop myself, often to no avail though.

That's a pretty romantic view of it. It's fucking wrong, but it's romantic as hell! Come 'ere! You can pop it in for just a minute! Crazy kid ya! ;)

gnooryblows

Quote from: JulianC on January 04, 2018, 02:47:04 AM
Maybe because his is you know.British snob
Fuck him.He is undesirable and not reasonable. Parasite.

doesn't he seem like the kind of guy who the boss just promoted up to middle management because he was willing to unthinkingly take all of the orders and not question anything and believe everything that the company wanted them to believe and just DO everything that the company wanted them to do? perfect little slaves, perfect little slaves.

gnooryblows

Quote from: Swishypants on January 04, 2018, 02:51:16 AM
That's a pretty romantic view of it. It's fucking wrong, but it's romantic as hell! Come 'ere! You can pop it in for just a minute! Crazy kid ya! ;)

WHY do you think that's wrong, honestly. that's really how i think of the majority of people on 4chan.

Swishypants

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 02:52:18 AM
doesn't he seem like the kind of guy who the boss just promoted up to middle management because he was willing to unthinkingly take all of the orders and not question anything and believe everything that the company wanted them to believe and just DO everything that the company wanted them to do? perfect little slaves, perfect little slaves.

The Brits are a broken people. They held on too tight and lost it all. Pud is a parasite though. Low down dirty whore he is!

Swishypants

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 02:52:51 AM
WHY do you think that's wrong, honestly. that's really how i think of the majority of people on 4chan.

Maybe you're right. It's way past my time now. Maybe it changed!

JulianC

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 02:40:47 AM
julien is so idealistic. i think much of his idealism has yet to be crushed by the weight of the world. almost an enviable position. julien hold on to that for as long as you can cuz the day will come when it leaves and you will become hollowed out broken down shells of a human like me and swishy.

No. lol I already vent through the mill. I saw the other ugly side of me and of the World. And I WON!
I'M FREE MUTHERFUCKER. I'M FREE AND AWARE.
But the door is very narrow.

gnooryblows

Quote from: JulianC on January 04, 2018, 02:54:42 AM
No. lol I already vent through the mill. I saw the other ugly side of me and of the World. And I WON!
I'M FREE MUTHERFUCKER. I'M FREE AND AWARE.
But the door is very narrow.

well good luck, hope so for you sake.

Swishypants

Quote from: JulianC on January 04, 2018, 02:54:42 AM
No. lol I already vent through the mill. I saw the other ugly side of me and of the World. And I WON!
I'M FREE MUTHERFUCKER. I'M FREE AND AWARE.
But the door is very narrow.

FUCKING EYE OF A NEEDLE NARROW!

gnooryblows

Quote from: Swishypants on January 04, 2018, 02:54:39 AM
Maybe you're right. It's way past my time now. Maybe it changed!

well look OK all im saying is that any idiot can get up and say "RACISM IS WRONG!" and "LETS GET MORE RIGHTS FOR WOMEN AND GAYS!" and get applauded for it. have you seen justin trudeau in canada? the guy has the emotional and intellectual presence of a turnip and he is their prime minister just because that's like all he says. it's brainless. it's simple. except those ideas don't really reflect reality or any kind of genuine decency. so if you're going to reject those ideas and suffer the consequences of being a social apostate, IMO, you have some form of integrity motivating you from somewhere.

Swishypants

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 02:57:20 AM
well look OK all im saying is that any idiot can get up and say "RACISM IS WRONG!" and "LETS GET MORE RIGHTS FOR WOMEN AND GAYS!" and get applauded for it. have you seen justin trudeau in canada? the guy has the emotional and intellectual presence of a turnip and he is their prime minister just because that's like all he says. it's brainless. it's simple. except those ideas don't really reflect reality or any kind of genuine decency. so if you're going to reject those ideas and suffer the consequences of being a social apostate, IMO, you have some form of integrity motivating you from somewhere.

I don't really want to get off into this, because this is my Tree House of Horror and I like throwing poop everywhere, but it's generational and it had to be done and we're good! Take care of YOU!

JulianC

Quote from: Swishypants on January 04, 2018, 02:54:39 AM
Maybe you're right. It's way past my time now. Maybe it changed!
Just do this in the morn' lol

gnooryblows

i mean if i had no problem in the world just saying stupid shit to get ahead i never would have ended up homeless. never. the problem for me was after my girl died i held it together for a couple years but during that time i got more and more and more unstable and just started saying shit that was on my mind all of the time. blurting it out. i would say it to customers, bosses, business people. whoever was around. by the end i was pretty much totally unsociable and incompatible with society. and instead of digging down deep and compromising and biting my tongue somehow (which felt like it was giving me cancer when i tried to do it), i will full enough of anger and rage that i just said "fuck it, i don't need anyone anyway. you want to put me on the street, i don't give a fuck, i'll beat you all on my own terms".

people on 4chan IMO are doing something very similar. i'm sure all of them would benefit in their personal lives by just pretending to profess popular and worldly views. but they have the integrity to at least be intellectually honest with themselves and speak out for the truth on an anonymous message board. which is a lot more than someone like, say for example, fucking pud can say.


gnooryblows

to this day though i still can't deal with the idea of biting my tongue and just bullshitting about things i don't really believe or think.

Swishypants

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 03:03:23 AM
to this day though i still can't deal with the idea of biting my tongue and just bullshitting about things i don't really believe or think.

Up to you. You should play to win though or not play at all.

gnooryblows

all of that is a form of control. all of that is societies way of saying "hahahahaha yeah, i got you you bitch. look how you cuck out to me. look how you bend to my will". that's what it is in subtle ways.

Swishypants

I gotta' go watch interracial porn. See ya's laters.

gnooryblows

Quote from: Swishypants on January 04, 2018, 03:04:15 AM
Up to you. You should play to win though or not play at all.

in my mind, i genuinely and unironically 100% legimately believe that if i do that i will begin to get cancer or something. that's why i really don't do it. when i do it, it feels no good. that is how society rapes you, you know? society only seeks to subjugate people. because the people in society are weak, and so strength makes them nervous. if they see someone strong they can't control them, so they want to make them weak. they'll do it with manipulation and lies or brute force if they can.

in short, societies whole gameplan is to break your legs, sell you the wheelchair, and then they say "see? where would you be without me? you wouldn't have that wheelchair and you wouldn't even be able to get around". that's why i can't do it.

Dr. MD MD

Racist - check
Satanic - check
Possibly Russian - check

This is a Democratic circle jerk. :D

JulianC

Quote from: gnooryblows on January 04, 2018, 03:00:59 AM
i mean if i had no problem in the world just saying stupid shit to get ahead i never would have ended up homeless. never. the problem for me was after my girl died i held it together for a couple years but during that time i got more and more and more unstable and just started saying shit that was on my mind all of the time. blurting it out. i would say it to customers, bosses, business people. whoever was around. by the end i was pretty much totally unsociable and incompatible with society. and instead of digging down deep and compromising and biting my tongue somehow (which felt like it was giving me cancer when i tried to do it), i will full enough of anger and rage that i just said "fuck it, i don't need anyone anyway. you want to put me on the street, i don't give a fuck, i'll beat you all on my own terms".

people on 4chan IMO are doing something very similar. i'm sure all of them would benefit in their personal lives by just pretending to profess popular and worldly views. but they have the integrity to at least be intellectually honest with themselves and speak out for the truth on an anonymous message board. which is a lot more than someone like, say for example, fucking pud can say.
THIS^

That's the beauty of it.
Nobody gives shit about who is who, except for the message.



Swishypants

Quote from: Dr. MD MD on January 04, 2018, 03:08:49 AM
Racist - check
Satanic - check
Possibly Russian - check

This is a Democratic circle jerk. :D

Oooooh RITCHIE! How's the porn business btw? This is good interracial shit man! This Norwegian dude is fuckin' this French whore! YEAH MAN! FUCK THAT NIGGER BITCH! FUCK HER GOOD!

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